또 다시 사랑해 주겠니 (4/8)
Title: 또 다시 사랑해 주겠니 (4/8)
Pairing: Jonghyun/Key
Rating: PG-15
Genre: Romance
Summary: Key didn't believe anyone and was always cold to people around him. One day, a man changed him and changed his life, his name was Kim Jonghyun.
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They were living together about two months turning three. It’s true that Key had to face the puppy for twenty-four hours but it wasn’t big deal anymore. He thought he was going to die of noise pollution, but he was used to Jonghyun blabbering on and on. Key was used to waking up with a glass beside his night lamp, the soft noise coming from the living room.
They have dinner talk that Jonghyun always initiated and both of them going to work in the morning together. They were like family, sibling that lived together.
With Jonghyun around for lunch, rather than always eating oily packed food. Key started to wake up extra early to just cook for lunch. Perhaps the food would get cold when lunch time arrives but somehow it always tastes warm no matter what.
“I heard someone trying to poach you again!” Jonghyun teased and took another spoonful of rice. Key raised one of his eyebrows.
“How do you know all these?” Jonghyun laughed proudly. With his best friend also working in the same company and higher post, how can he not know thing regarding Key?
“Well, someone told me. So it the same reason this time?” Key nodded, there weren’t any need for him to hide anyway.
“Why bother asking if you know?”
“Why do you hate socializing with people?” Jonghyun had already finished his lunch. It was a good question. Of course, Key doesn’t want to answer it. He doesn’t want to share his past. What if Jonghyun knows he’s gay and moved out. It’s not that he mind anyway. Having an idiot leaving away from him or shun him. What if Jonghyun was a bigmouth and told everyone in the company? He loved his job a lot, he doesn’t want to lose it.
“I just… don’t like it.” Key then shut his own mouth tightly. He’s not going to tell Jonghyun about anything of his past. He hoped that Jonghyun would treat him like normal people. He was too tired to be treated abnormal again like how other people did in the past…
“Key-ah, then are you okay with gays?” Key turned around to look at him almost immediately with the shock face and all.
Did he heard something about me?
“Yes, I’m okay with them.” Key answered carefully.
“Then, can I introduce you to them tonight during dinner?”
- = -
“This is tall alien frog, Minho, and his boyfriend, Taemin.” Jonghyun proudly introduce Key his friends. Minho didn’t like how Jonghyun didn’t mention his name only give his nickname that only Jonghyun called him.
“I’m Minho, nice to meet you.” Key raised his hands out to shake with Minho.
“Thank you for taking care of my childish hyung all this while.” Minho took revenge.
“Hey! I’m not childish, kay? Key I’m not childish right?” Jonghyun pouted at Key. It was hard for Key not to agree that Jonghyun was childish after spending more than two month.
“Not a problem at all. A lollipop will do the trick actually.” All of them laughed except Jonghyun whose cheek were puff up.
“I’m so angry that I don’t want to talk to you.” He then stomped off to the dining area. It was sudden that Jonghyun told Key that he’s going bring his friend over tonight. He didn’t prepare much except hotpot which he hoped it was enough. He blamed Jonghyun for not telling him earlier so he could have prepared more.
The couple looked sweet. With Minho keep adding food on Taemin’s bowl keep asking Taeminnie to eat more. With ingredient more than rice, Taemin finally frown.
“Hyung, there’s a lot of food already. You don’t have to keep adding on.” Key chuckled at the sweet couple in front of them.
Aigoo they are so cute.
“Get a room, I may be used to this but Key here is not.”Jonghyun said in defeat. One of the reasons he moved out was due to the unlimited lovely dovey scene in front of him all the time and he didn’t want to be the lightbulb..
“I don’t find anything wrong. I think it’s sweet.” Minho mouthed a thank you to Key.
“Oh my god, not you too Key.” Jonghyun hung his head. Actually Jonghyun didn’t mean any harm, he was just trying to liven up the place. He doesn’t mind seeing it as long as he’s not the only lightbulb.
- = -
“Wow, I didn’t expected you to let them stay for the night.” Jonghyun smiled and patted his Roo. Key actually suggested to the sweet couple to stay in for a night since tomorrow is Saturday. He even kindly offered Jonghyun’s room for the couple to sleep in and let Jonghyun to sleep with him.
Key doesn’t know why, he never likes to share things. He doesn’t need someone accompany. Kim Kibum can bravely face his fear alone, he doesn’t need support. He doesn’t know why, it all happened naturally.
“Well, I have to help this poor dino boy socialized with his own friends.” Key laughed and earned a pout from puppy.
“Roo, go bite him!” He then moved his soft toy to Key’s waist and started tickling his skinny waist. Jonghyun never expect Key to be still so skinny after having regular meal with him, it means it’s natural for him to be so skinny.
“Stop! Stop!” Key couldn’t stop giggling and Jonghyun smirked in victory.
“Come on, say the magic word!” Jonghyun continued his action, waiting for Key to say those words.
“Okay! Okay! I’m sorry!” Of course with his goal reached, no matter how much he didn’t want to leave his hands from Key he let go.
“No one can bully the great Jonghyun! Is that right Roo?” He then pretended Roo and barked a few time as if he agreed. In Key’s eyes, Jonghyun was cute. Really cute.
“Alright, the great Jonghyun! Get some sleep.” Jonghyun then slipped under the blanket and got himself cozy.
“I didn’t know your bed was so much more comfy than mine and it’s so warm.” Unknowingly, their distance was shorten as Jonghyun moved closer to Key. He was surprised when Jonghyun suddenly jumped out of bed.
“Where are you going?” Jonghyun smiled and walked out of the room. He got back with a glass of hot water.
“You always cough in the middle of the night, I’m just making things simpler for you.” Jonghyun then snuggled back in bed. The diva could see that Jonghyun was caring for him. It was him all these while placing a cup of water in his room. Key didn’t complain how close Jonghyun was lying to him. Instead he leaned a little closer to his face and watched him to sleep. Jonghyun did look more handsome when he doesn’t talk.
“Kibum, I know I’m handsome but you don’t have to do this.” Jonghyun teased as he opened his puppy-like eyes and looked at Key in his eyes.
“Idiot.” Key turned over his body not to face Jonghyun. He could help to felt lost in his eyes at that moment.
- = -
He woke up in the middle of the night but this time, he didn’t wake up because of the coughing fit. He just woke up naturally. Instead of the usual lonely bed, He was in someone’s arms. He felt his hand wrapping around his body, his head was resting on Jonghyun’s chest. He heard his heart beating. In Key reflex, he would have long ago pushed Jonghyun away but he didn’t.
He snuggled closer to his chest to feel the warm. The warm that his heart yearn to feel. He felt really safe in his arms. Perhaps Jonghyun was someone Key was looking for. Jonghyun wrapped his arms even tighter around Key, muttering words.
Sleep talking?
“Key… Key… Your hair smile so nice.” Key giggled softly at him. Jonghyun was dreaming about him because he was sleeping with him and Jonghyun position was just nice near his hair. He leaned up wanted to kiss Jonghyun’s cheek but regret after realizing what he was doing.
What am I doing?
He paused at this action trying to think of a reason, any reason other than falling in love with him.
It must be because he looked like a kid. Right.
He still chose to believe he’s not in love with someone even though he had long accepted he’s gay. So what if he’s gay, it doesn’t mean he needed someone. He hated changes. He hated how he won’t be able to live on without someone. He hated to trust someone who would truly love him.
It’s all because this is reality and not fairytales.
- = -
Jonghyun didn’t want to let go of the skinny boy that was in his arms, he love how their skin was pressed against each other. Everything just feels right no matter how wrong it was in other’s eyes. This also means that he was growing to be like Minho, loving another guy. Hey, it didn’t sound really bad as he thought it would be but he never thought he would love another guy even in his dreams.
He stared at Key, looked how he breathe calmly during his sleep. The sudden greed grows in him. It was the urge of wanting to see him by his side every morning he wakes up. It felt sinfully right.
Will you love me? If I told you I love you?
He wanted to touch that baby skin of his but he held back his hands. What if Key woke up seeing him doing weird things to him? It may seem as if Key didn’t mind gay but that doesn’t mean he would be one.
Aishi.
Key moved so near him, his lips an inch away from his. Oh god, yet he can’t touch it. He can only slipped out from the blanket. He trusted that there would be one day when he can kiss him without him hating it or Key begging for it.
He then started chuckled at his own silly thoughts of Key asking him to kiss him. Daydreaming again.
Right now, he must be sure that these feelings that he is feeling now is what he called love.
- = -
“Sorry about making you leave your boyfriend with that diva.” Minho shook his head. It’s not like he would be gone for days away from his beloved Taeminnie. They don’t really have to stick together like bubble gum twenty-four hours but Minho do hope they can stay in bed for a little longer.
“It’s okay. You have something you want to tell me right? You looked trouble. Don’t tell me something happened last night?” Minho gasped.
“What are you thinking? Something did happen yesterday but it’s not what you are thinking in that dirty mind of yours.” Jonghyun retorted. He knows Minho was thinking a bit off.
“What do you think I’m thinking hyung?” Minho just asked an obvious question. Jonghyun stomped off towards supermarket but was caught up quickly by Minho due to Jonghyun’s short legs.
“Hyung, I was just joking with you,” finally realized Jonghyun again wanted to ask sometime serious. Jonghyun then slowed down in his pace and continue walking with Minho like just now.
“Minho-ah. How do you know he’s the one?” It’s not like there would be a cupid flying down and holding a sign saying, he’s yours! Or the cupid would whisper in your ear that he’s the one destined for you. It’s not that childish and easy to what Jonghyun would imagine.
“You mean Taemin?” Jonghyun nodded. He never really asked him about their love life. It’s because it was none of his business. He didn’t expect he would fall in love with a guy too.
“Well, it hard to explain. You just feel it.”Jonghyun didn’t understand. What did he need to feel?
“Feel what?” Would there be something that tells you?
“It hard to explain. You just feel you want to take care of him. You want to love him with all your heart. You want to selfishly keep him by your side. You will do almost everything to keep him happy even if you have to lose something. He’s just that special. Even if you were to forget everything, he would be the one name you will remember and you wished to remember. If I explain like that, do you get it?” Jonghyun went into deep trance. He started asking himself if he was feeling like that. Would he want to love him, take care of him, keep him by his side, do everything to make him happy.
“I still don’t get it.” Jonghyun sighed as his head was hurting.
“Even if I feel the same way, he may not.” It wasn’t good to keep his hopes high. Maybe his love would be answered one day.
- = -
Jonghyun was waiting patiently at the usual place, a café which was owned by Jinki’s family. Jonghyun looked out the full length window at the second floor. He finally decided to ask more about Key from Jinki. An urge was growing in him, the urge to know more about Kibum.
Jinki took soft step towards him and dragged the chair opposite of him and sat down.
“What brought you here?” Jonghyun looked at Jinki who looked kind of different from before. The Jinki hyung he knew was clumsy like how he was that day when he met him at the company but right now in front of him was a mature Jinki.
“You just got off from your office?” His dressing made him looked more professional, it was the only word Jonghyun could find to describe Jinki. The usual dubu smile soon appeared on his face as he took off the outer layer of the suit.
“I was meeting with the shareholder today.” Jinki than took off the spectacles to turn back himself. Jinki was like him, one of the richest business man’s son. Since Jinki’s dad was in poor health, Jinki had to take over his dad earlier than Jonghyun will. Jonghyun still had about a few years, if he was lucky.
“Hyung, do you know about Kibum?” Onew frowned.
“Why do you want to know about him?”
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Pairing: Jonghyun/Key
Rating: PG-15
Genre: Romance
Summary: Key didn't believe anyone and was always cold to people around him. One day, a man changed him and changed his life, his name was Kim Jonghyun.
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They were living together about two months turning three. It’s true that Key had to face the puppy for twenty-four hours but it wasn’t big deal anymore. He thought he was going to die of noise pollution, but he was used to Jonghyun blabbering on and on. Key was used to waking up with a glass beside his night lamp, the soft noise coming from the living room.
They have dinner talk that Jonghyun always initiated and both of them going to work in the morning together. They were like family, sibling that lived together.
With Jonghyun around for lunch, rather than always eating oily packed food. Key started to wake up extra early to just cook for lunch. Perhaps the food would get cold when lunch time arrives but somehow it always tastes warm no matter what.
“I heard someone trying to poach you again!” Jonghyun teased and took another spoonful of rice. Key raised one of his eyebrows.
“How do you know all these?” Jonghyun laughed proudly. With his best friend also working in the same company and higher post, how can he not know thing regarding Key?
“Well, someone told me. So it the same reason this time?” Key nodded, there weren’t any need for him to hide anyway.
“Why bother asking if you know?”
“Why do you hate socializing with people?” Jonghyun had already finished his lunch. It was a good question. Of course, Key doesn’t want to answer it. He doesn’t want to share his past. What if Jonghyun knows he’s gay and moved out. It’s not that he mind anyway. Having an idiot leaving away from him or shun him. What if Jonghyun was a bigmouth and told everyone in the company? He loved his job a lot, he doesn’t want to lose it.
“I just… don’t like it.” Key then shut his own mouth tightly. He’s not going to tell Jonghyun about anything of his past. He hoped that Jonghyun would treat him like normal people. He was too tired to be treated abnormal again like how other people did in the past…
“Key-ah, then are you okay with gays?” Key turned around to look at him almost immediately with the shock face and all.
Did he heard something about me?
“Yes, I’m okay with them.” Key answered carefully.
“Then, can I introduce you to them tonight during dinner?”
- = -
“This is tall alien frog, Minho, and his boyfriend, Taemin.” Jonghyun proudly introduce Key his friends. Minho didn’t like how Jonghyun didn’t mention his name only give his nickname that only Jonghyun called him.
“I’m Minho, nice to meet you.” Key raised his hands out to shake with Minho.
“Thank you for taking care of my childish hyung all this while.” Minho took revenge.
“Hey! I’m not childish, kay? Key I’m not childish right?” Jonghyun pouted at Key. It was hard for Key not to agree that Jonghyun was childish after spending more than two month.
“Not a problem at all. A lollipop will do the trick actually.” All of them laughed except Jonghyun whose cheek were puff up.
“I’m so angry that I don’t want to talk to you.” He then stomped off to the dining area. It was sudden that Jonghyun told Key that he’s going bring his friend over tonight. He didn’t prepare much except hotpot which he hoped it was enough. He blamed Jonghyun for not telling him earlier so he could have prepared more.
The couple looked sweet. With Minho keep adding food on Taemin’s bowl keep asking Taeminnie to eat more. With ingredient more than rice, Taemin finally frown.
“Hyung, there’s a lot of food already. You don’t have to keep adding on.” Key chuckled at the sweet couple in front of them.
Aigoo they are so cute.
“Get a room, I may be used to this but Key here is not.”Jonghyun said in defeat. One of the reasons he moved out was due to the unlimited lovely dovey scene in front of him all the time and he didn’t want to be the lightbulb..
“I don’t find anything wrong. I think it’s sweet.” Minho mouthed a thank you to Key.
“Oh my god, not you too Key.” Jonghyun hung his head. Actually Jonghyun didn’t mean any harm, he was just trying to liven up the place. He doesn’t mind seeing it as long as he’s not the only lightbulb.
- = -
“Wow, I didn’t expected you to let them stay for the night.” Jonghyun smiled and patted his Roo. Key actually suggested to the sweet couple to stay in for a night since tomorrow is Saturday. He even kindly offered Jonghyun’s room for the couple to sleep in and let Jonghyun to sleep with him.
Key doesn’t know why, he never likes to share things. He doesn’t need someone accompany. Kim Kibum can bravely face his fear alone, he doesn’t need support. He doesn’t know why, it all happened naturally.
“Well, I have to help this poor dino boy socialized with his own friends.” Key laughed and earned a pout from puppy.
“Roo, go bite him!” He then moved his soft toy to Key’s waist and started tickling his skinny waist. Jonghyun never expect Key to be still so skinny after having regular meal with him, it means it’s natural for him to be so skinny.
“Stop! Stop!” Key couldn’t stop giggling and Jonghyun smirked in victory.
“Come on, say the magic word!” Jonghyun continued his action, waiting for Key to say those words.
“Okay! Okay! I’m sorry!” Of course with his goal reached, no matter how much he didn’t want to leave his hands from Key he let go.
“No one can bully the great Jonghyun! Is that right Roo?” He then pretended Roo and barked a few time as if he agreed. In Key’s eyes, Jonghyun was cute. Really cute.
“Alright, the great Jonghyun! Get some sleep.” Jonghyun then slipped under the blanket and got himself cozy.
“I didn’t know your bed was so much more comfy than mine and it’s so warm.” Unknowingly, their distance was shorten as Jonghyun moved closer to Key. He was surprised when Jonghyun suddenly jumped out of bed.
“Where are you going?” Jonghyun smiled and walked out of the room. He got back with a glass of hot water.
“You always cough in the middle of the night, I’m just making things simpler for you.” Jonghyun then snuggled back in bed. The diva could see that Jonghyun was caring for him. It was him all these while placing a cup of water in his room. Key didn’t complain how close Jonghyun was lying to him. Instead he leaned a little closer to his face and watched him to sleep. Jonghyun did look more handsome when he doesn’t talk.
“Kibum, I know I’m handsome but you don’t have to do this.” Jonghyun teased as he opened his puppy-like eyes and looked at Key in his eyes.
“Idiot.” Key turned over his body not to face Jonghyun. He could help to felt lost in his eyes at that moment.
- = -
He woke up in the middle of the night but this time, he didn’t wake up because of the coughing fit. He just woke up naturally. Instead of the usual lonely bed, He was in someone’s arms. He felt his hand wrapping around his body, his head was resting on Jonghyun’s chest. He heard his heart beating. In Key reflex, he would have long ago pushed Jonghyun away but he didn’t.
He snuggled closer to his chest to feel the warm. The warm that his heart yearn to feel. He felt really safe in his arms. Perhaps Jonghyun was someone Key was looking for. Jonghyun wrapped his arms even tighter around Key, muttering words.
Sleep talking?
“Key… Key… Your hair smile so nice.” Key giggled softly at him. Jonghyun was dreaming about him because he was sleeping with him and Jonghyun position was just nice near his hair. He leaned up wanted to kiss Jonghyun’s cheek but regret after realizing what he was doing.
What am I doing?
He paused at this action trying to think of a reason, any reason other than falling in love with him.
It must be because he looked like a kid. Right.
He still chose to believe he’s not in love with someone even though he had long accepted he’s gay. So what if he’s gay, it doesn’t mean he needed someone. He hated changes. He hated how he won’t be able to live on without someone. He hated to trust someone who would truly love him.
It’s all because this is reality and not fairytales.
- = -
Jonghyun didn’t want to let go of the skinny boy that was in his arms, he love how their skin was pressed against each other. Everything just feels right no matter how wrong it was in other’s eyes. This also means that he was growing to be like Minho, loving another guy. Hey, it didn’t sound really bad as he thought it would be but he never thought he would love another guy even in his dreams.
He stared at Key, looked how he breathe calmly during his sleep. The sudden greed grows in him. It was the urge of wanting to see him by his side every morning he wakes up. It felt sinfully right.
Will you love me? If I told you I love you?
He wanted to touch that baby skin of his but he held back his hands. What if Key woke up seeing him doing weird things to him? It may seem as if Key didn’t mind gay but that doesn’t mean he would be one.
Aishi.
Key moved so near him, his lips an inch away from his. Oh god, yet he can’t touch it. He can only slipped out from the blanket. He trusted that there would be one day when he can kiss him without him hating it or Key begging for it.
He then started chuckled at his own silly thoughts of Key asking him to kiss him. Daydreaming again.
Right now, he must be sure that these feelings that he is feeling now is what he called love.
- = -
“Sorry about making you leave your boyfriend with that diva.” Minho shook his head. It’s not like he would be gone for days away from his beloved Taeminnie. They don’t really have to stick together like bubble gum twenty-four hours but Minho do hope they can stay in bed for a little longer.
“It’s okay. You have something you want to tell me right? You looked trouble. Don’t tell me something happened last night?” Minho gasped.
“What are you thinking? Something did happen yesterday but it’s not what you are thinking in that dirty mind of yours.” Jonghyun retorted. He knows Minho was thinking a bit off.
“What do you think I’m thinking hyung?” Minho just asked an obvious question. Jonghyun stomped off towards supermarket but was caught up quickly by Minho due to Jonghyun’s short legs.
“Hyung, I was just joking with you,” finally realized Jonghyun again wanted to ask sometime serious. Jonghyun then slowed down in his pace and continue walking with Minho like just now.
“Minho-ah. How do you know he’s the one?” It’s not like there would be a cupid flying down and holding a sign saying, he’s yours! Or the cupid would whisper in your ear that he’s the one destined for you. It’s not that childish and easy to what Jonghyun would imagine.
“You mean Taemin?” Jonghyun nodded. He never really asked him about their love life. It’s because it was none of his business. He didn’t expect he would fall in love with a guy too.
“Well, it hard to explain. You just feel it.”Jonghyun didn’t understand. What did he need to feel?
“Feel what?” Would there be something that tells you?
“It hard to explain. You just feel you want to take care of him. You want to love him with all your heart. You want to selfishly keep him by your side. You will do almost everything to keep him happy even if you have to lose something. He’s just that special. Even if you were to forget everything, he would be the one name you will remember and you wished to remember. If I explain like that, do you get it?” Jonghyun went into deep trance. He started asking himself if he was feeling like that. Would he want to love him, take care of him, keep him by his side, do everything to make him happy.
“I still don’t get it.” Jonghyun sighed as his head was hurting.
“Even if I feel the same way, he may not.” It wasn’t good to keep his hopes high. Maybe his love would be answered one day.
- = -
Jonghyun was waiting patiently at the usual place, a café which was owned by Jinki’s family. Jonghyun looked out the full length window at the second floor. He finally decided to ask more about Key from Jinki. An urge was growing in him, the urge to know more about Kibum.
Jinki took soft step towards him and dragged the chair opposite of him and sat down.
“What brought you here?” Jonghyun looked at Jinki who looked kind of different from before. The Jinki hyung he knew was clumsy like how he was that day when he met him at the company but right now in front of him was a mature Jinki.
“You just got off from your office?” His dressing made him looked more professional, it was the only word Jonghyun could find to describe Jinki. The usual dubu smile soon appeared on his face as he took off the outer layer of the suit.
“I was meeting with the shareholder today.” Jinki than took off the spectacles to turn back himself. Jinki was like him, one of the richest business man’s son. Since Jinki’s dad was in poor health, Jinki had to take over his dad earlier than Jonghyun will. Jonghyun still had about a few years, if he was lucky.
“Hyung, do you know about Kibum?” Onew frowned.
“Why do you want to know about him?”
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