In My Heart (12/13)
Title: In My Heart (12/13)
Pairing: Minho/Taemin
Genre: Angst
Rating: PG 15
Summary: Minho let himself fall in love with Shin Taemin, hoping that it would make him forget about Lee Taemin. Would it be in this case?
A/N: UN-BETA!
In My Room | Previous Chapter | Next Chapter
-Minho POV-
I stood outside the studio, looking at you dancing in there. Am I… really treating you as Taeminnie? Am I loving you as who you are? Do I keep seeing you as Lee Taemin? It will forever be question that I’m afraid to answer.
“Minho hyung!” he waved happily at me, I smiled and walked in. I took out the bottle of cold drink I brought on my way and passed it to him. We both then decided to sit down at a corner of the room. I took his towel to help him to wipe the sweat on him.
“Thanks hyung.” He grinned. Even though I didn’t wish that Key hyung words to affect us but it still got me thinking. He leaned on me and laid his head on my shoulder.
“Taemin-ah, are you happy?” We both were enjoying this atmosphere.
“I am, hyung. I’m happy to be with you.” I held on his hands, fumbled for a bracelet I brought before I had chat with Key. I wear it on his wrist. I don’t know why I brought it too, perhaps it’s because of the angel décor on the bracelet. The shopkeeper did say it would help to keep someone safe with this.
“Why are you giving me this?” He lifted his head away to look at me.
“I was walking along the streets when I see this bracelet and the moment I saw this bracelet. It just reminds me of you and I think it suits you.” He examined the bracelet carefully before planting a kiss on my cheeks.
“Thank you. I really like it.”
“Furthermore, the shopkeeper says that it can bless the person who wears this, I want you to be safe.” Taemin, I really, really want you to be safe. I really don’t want the same thing to happen again. I can’t take any more of it. You then lean back on me. Right now, I feel a little unsure. Whether am I afraid you will leave me or someone who look like Taemin will leave me.
“Hyung, is there something on your mind? You don’t look so good.” I didn’t know you are a mind reader. How do you know what I’m thinking?
“Nothing…. I guess I’m just tired.” I lied. Of course these kinds of lies are easy to say but whether you buy it or not it’s another thing. You interlocked with my fingers even tighter.
“Hyung, don’t think about it too much. I’ll always be there for you.” The more you give, the more I’m afraid I may never be able to return. What if what Key says was right? I love you because you are someone who looked like Lee Taemin?
“Hyung, let me bring you somewhere this time. Okay?” I nodded.
After he went home to take a bath before both of us set off to the place he wants to bring me to. It was actually a port. There’s a long bridge that lead to the sea. The most important is we could see the sunset here.
“Hyung, have you ever thought about death?” The breeze blew towards us, creating more silence between us.
“No… Not really.” What is there to think after death? The people that would be thinking would be the people around. Death is like cutting away the rope that links our soul to our body.
“Well, I thought of it before. After death, I hope my ashes can be scattered all over the sea. So that both my soul and my body will be free.” Why was he thinking of death at such a age? Shouldn’t he be thinking of his hopes and dreams?
“Why are you thinking of death at such a young age?” I ruffled his hair, such negative thoughts…
“Taemin also died at a young age.” Taemin… He’s right… Taemin also died at a young age. That’s why he left me. I pulled him in my arms and hugged him tightly.
“Don’t worry, it won’t happen to you. I won’t let it happen to you.” I know I’m trembling as I held onto him. I won’t let it happen again Taemin.
“Hyung.” I buried his head on my chest, kissing softly on his forehead.
“I won’t let you leave me.”
I sent him a message, saying that I would be fetching him tonight to have dinner with us. He’s meeting Key again, but this time round as my lover. It was Key’s idea to invite him for dinner. I totally like his idea. I went into Taeminnie’s room. It is a past that I couldn’t get over. Perhaps it’s time I should get over.
I placed the items that were on the study table in the box. Carefully clearing every items on the table. It feels as if I’m clearing all my memories with Taeminnie into the deep bottom of my heart.
“Minho.” Key walked in to see what I was doing, a little surprised at my action.
“Finally decided to let go?” He sat down on the bed to look at me clearing the table. I took the diary in my hands. It is the diary that belongs to Taeminnie. I then placed it nicely in the box.
“Yeah, hyung. I’m going keep everything about Taeminnie deep down in my heart.”
“That’s great, I can now believe that you are really trying to love Taemin. Then I shall leave you alone on the journey of old memories.” I nodded my head and give an assuring smile. It really feels the load on my shoulder got lighten. I breathe in his scent for the last time. I’m really letting go now.
Taeminnie, I know I can never forget you totally. So I’m just going to stall you deep down in my heart.
I love you Taeminnie. For the last time.
From today onwards, my heart will belong to Shin Taemin.
-Shin Taemin POV-
I saw his message, saying that he would be fetching me tonight to his house for dinner. I’m glad I can see Key hyung, Jonghyun hyung and Onew hyung again. I believe one day Minho will love me for who I am. I know that recently he has been thinking about it, about breaking up with me because he still loves Lee Taemin.
That sad smile, how can I ignore it? How can I don’t see it? I’m glad he didn’t say he want to break up with me. I’m glad he still gave our relationship a little more time. I believe when time comes, he would love me as Shin Taemin. I just need to wait. I can’t rush him at all.
I sent him back a text saying okay. Then I decided to make my way home. I packed my bags and made my way home. I got out of the building. The next thing I know was a cloth wrapped over my mouth and nose…
I lost conscious.
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
I know I have been away like FOREVER. >.<
I apologize for being so busy...
Firstly I want to apologize for not replying to Message sent to me and comment. *Bows*
I promise to get back tommorrow! Okay?
Well I guess this is the last chappie for this story!!!! OMG
*DIES*
I got the ticket to SWC IN SINGAPORE!!! Happy Happy!
Even thought the seat is far....
But YEAH going bring a 2min FANBOARD *even thought I don't think anyone can see it....*
hahaha yeah.
And well kind of disappointed that my last chappie only got four comment...
OR was it I didn't cross post it?
Do check out the poster I made! TYTY
http://thesilentmemories.tumblr.com/post/8512849260/it-can-also-be-as-different-poster-xdd
Pairing: Minho/Taemin
Genre: Angst
Rating: PG 15
Summary: Minho let himself fall in love with Shin Taemin, hoping that it would make him forget about Lee Taemin. Would it be in this case?
A/N: UN-BETA!
In My Room | Previous Chapter | Next Chapter
-Minho POV-
I stood outside the studio, looking at you dancing in there. Am I… really treating you as Taeminnie? Am I loving you as who you are? Do I keep seeing you as Lee Taemin? It will forever be question that I’m afraid to answer.
“Minho hyung!” he waved happily at me, I smiled and walked in. I took out the bottle of cold drink I brought on my way and passed it to him. We both then decided to sit down at a corner of the room. I took his towel to help him to wipe the sweat on him.
“Thanks hyung.” He grinned. Even though I didn’t wish that Key hyung words to affect us but it still got me thinking. He leaned on me and laid his head on my shoulder.
“Taemin-ah, are you happy?” We both were enjoying this atmosphere.
“I am, hyung. I’m happy to be with you.” I held on his hands, fumbled for a bracelet I brought before I had chat with Key. I wear it on his wrist. I don’t know why I brought it too, perhaps it’s because of the angel décor on the bracelet. The shopkeeper did say it would help to keep someone safe with this.
“Why are you giving me this?” He lifted his head away to look at me.
“I was walking along the streets when I see this bracelet and the moment I saw this bracelet. It just reminds me of you and I think it suits you.” He examined the bracelet carefully before planting a kiss on my cheeks.
“Thank you. I really like it.”
“Furthermore, the shopkeeper says that it can bless the person who wears this, I want you to be safe.” Taemin, I really, really want you to be safe. I really don’t want the same thing to happen again. I can’t take any more of it. You then lean back on me. Right now, I feel a little unsure. Whether am I afraid you will leave me or someone who look like Taemin will leave me.
“Hyung, is there something on your mind? You don’t look so good.” I didn’t know you are a mind reader. How do you know what I’m thinking?
“Nothing…. I guess I’m just tired.” I lied. Of course these kinds of lies are easy to say but whether you buy it or not it’s another thing. You interlocked with my fingers even tighter.
“Hyung, don’t think about it too much. I’ll always be there for you.” The more you give, the more I’m afraid I may never be able to return. What if what Key says was right? I love you because you are someone who looked like Lee Taemin?
“Hyung, let me bring you somewhere this time. Okay?” I nodded.
After he went home to take a bath before both of us set off to the place he wants to bring me to. It was actually a port. There’s a long bridge that lead to the sea. The most important is we could see the sunset here.
“Hyung, have you ever thought about death?” The breeze blew towards us, creating more silence between us.
“No… Not really.” What is there to think after death? The people that would be thinking would be the people around. Death is like cutting away the rope that links our soul to our body.
“Well, I thought of it before. After death, I hope my ashes can be scattered all over the sea. So that both my soul and my body will be free.” Why was he thinking of death at such a age? Shouldn’t he be thinking of his hopes and dreams?
“Why are you thinking of death at such a young age?” I ruffled his hair, such negative thoughts…
“Taemin also died at a young age.” Taemin… He’s right… Taemin also died at a young age. That’s why he left me. I pulled him in my arms and hugged him tightly.
“Don’t worry, it won’t happen to you. I won’t let it happen to you.” I know I’m trembling as I held onto him. I won’t let it happen again Taemin.
“Hyung.” I buried his head on my chest, kissing softly on his forehead.
“I won’t let you leave me.”
I sent him a message, saying that I would be fetching him tonight to have dinner with us. He’s meeting Key again, but this time round as my lover. It was Key’s idea to invite him for dinner. I totally like his idea. I went into Taeminnie’s room. It is a past that I couldn’t get over. Perhaps it’s time I should get over.
I placed the items that were on the study table in the box. Carefully clearing every items on the table. It feels as if I’m clearing all my memories with Taeminnie into the deep bottom of my heart.
“Minho.” Key walked in to see what I was doing, a little surprised at my action.
“Finally decided to let go?” He sat down on the bed to look at me clearing the table. I took the diary in my hands. It is the diary that belongs to Taeminnie. I then placed it nicely in the box.
“Yeah, hyung. I’m going keep everything about Taeminnie deep down in my heart.”
“That’s great, I can now believe that you are really trying to love Taemin. Then I shall leave you alone on the journey of old memories.” I nodded my head and give an assuring smile. It really feels the load on my shoulder got lighten. I breathe in his scent for the last time. I’m really letting go now.
Taeminnie, I know I can never forget you totally. So I’m just going to stall you deep down in my heart.
I love you Taeminnie. For the last time.
From today onwards, my heart will belong to Shin Taemin.
-Shin Taemin POV-
I saw his message, saying that he would be fetching me tonight to his house for dinner. I’m glad I can see Key hyung, Jonghyun hyung and Onew hyung again. I believe one day Minho will love me for who I am. I know that recently he has been thinking about it, about breaking up with me because he still loves Lee Taemin.
That sad smile, how can I ignore it? How can I don’t see it? I’m glad he didn’t say he want to break up with me. I’m glad he still gave our relationship a little more time. I believe when time comes, he would love me as Shin Taemin. I just need to wait. I can’t rush him at all.
I sent him back a text saying okay. Then I decided to make my way home. I packed my bags and made my way home. I got out of the building. The next thing I know was a cloth wrapped over my mouth and nose…
I lost conscious.
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
I know I have been away like FOREVER. >.<
I apologize for being so busy...
Firstly I want to apologize for not replying to Message sent to me and comment. *Bows*
I promise to get back tommorrow! Okay?
Well I guess this is the last chappie for this story!!!! OMG
*DIES*
I got the ticket to SWC IN SINGAPORE!!! Happy Happy!
Even thought the seat is far....
But YEAH going bring a 2min FANBOARD *even thought I don't think anyone can see it....*
hahaha yeah.
And well kind of disappointed that my last chappie only got four comment...
OR was it I didn't cross post it?
Do check out the poster I made! TYTY
http://thesilentmemories.tumblr.com/post/8512849260/it-can-also-be-as-different-poster-xdd