In My Heart (8/?)
Title: In My Heart (8/?)
Pairing: Minho/Taemin
Genre: Angst
Rating: PG 15
Summary. Two years after Taemin's death, he is the only one who couldn't let go...
In My Room | Previous Chapter | Next Chapter
-Minho POV-
I brought two tickets and soon enough we got on. I could feel this awkward atmosphere, despite looking exactly like Taeminnie with the help of wig. He will never be the Taemin that exist only in my heart. I know clearly what will happen afterwards, but will he really do that? I doubt so. We were sitting side by side so there was still a possibility of that happen.
“Hyung.” His voice broke the silence and I turned over to look at him, I was too shocked for words. My lips brushed slightly against his.
Once we got in, I couldn’t help but to feel shy. What are you doing! Choi Minho! You should be the one initiating a kiss or something but I just couldn’t wipe away the blush on my face. My heart was beating faster than usual, would he be able to hear how nervous I am?
My moved my hand slightly to hold his. I interlocked his hand with mine on top of his.
“Hyung.” His shy and timid voice traveled into my ear, I muster myself up to look at him. His big puppy eyes was staring at me, don’t Taemin… It only makes me want to eat you up even more. You leaned over to touch my lips with yours. Your initiative did catch me in surprised but soon I find myself deepening the kiss.
It feels as if the time had stopped only for us.
I capture his lips, slipping in through his parted lips. Why? Why can’t I hold back myself? Even if I know that he is not Taemin, but still let myself to sink in to these feelings. I pinned him against the other side of the seat, taking away his breathe. Can I be selfish just this once? I moved back only when he’s near out of breathe.
“Sorry.” I mumbled. I turned to look away. I felt a weight on my shoulder, his skin pressed on my arms. Please forgive my selfishness. I just can’t control myself. Even if you said you are willing to act as Taemin today, but I shouldn’t kiss you at all…
I know I totally ruined the mood. It should be a happy date where it ends with a kiss and go home feeling blissful. Right now, it’s just a heavy heart that I’m bringing home although we ended with a kiss. I stopped the car at the usual place.
“You know… It’s not midnight yet.” He didn’t even look at me when he said that.
“I know. It’s okay.” His brown coloured hair can be seen below that wig. He opened the car door and was about to get off, I held his wrist to pull him back on the seat.
“Thank you, Taemin… Thank you for giving me such a wonderful day.” What was the meaning behind the stare he gave me? I thought he would give me that victory smile but no… Eventually he left without saying anything.
-Shin Taemin POV-
I can never take over the place he’s in your heart. No matter how much I tried. Even if I acted like Taemin, you still kept our distance apart. You may have kissed me but it was Lee Taemin you were thinking off… What the hell am I thinking? He would never love me even if I look like Taemin because of one fact that I can never change, it is the fact that I’m not Lee Taemin.
Why am I crazily in love with him? Damn you Taemin. Why did you tell me to love him for you in the first place? All because of that day, it feels like as if I have changed into someone else that even I can’t control.
“Stop following me around, you are already dead. What do you want from me?” I was frustrated to have someone twenty-four hours following me around. Enough is enough, moreover he’s a dead guy who look exactly like me.
“Promise me to love Minho for me.” I frowned, who is that Minho guy anyway? But if I agree to his request, at least he would rest in peace.
“Alright, I’ll love him for you but I can’t be sure if he will love me back. I don’t know who the hell Minho is.” A gentle smile spread across his angelic face. He disappeared right into thin air and he disappeared forever out of my sight.
I hung my head low, what shit have I gotten myself into this time? Those memories that don’t belong to me, those throbbing feelings that had been transfer in me. Those dream that felt so real yet it had never happened to me. How you were slowly tortured when you were abducted. How helpless and frightened you were at that moment.
What did you do to deserve all this? Why everything ended up this way? Every part of your memories seems as if it happened yesterday. Slowly, I’m unable to separate what’s yours and what’s mine. All these years living all alone, I’m really envious of you. You have so many people caring for you and Minho who loves you so much…
But all these are not mine… It will never be mine…
-Minho POV-
I sat down on the same spot this morning I was at. In my hand, I was holding that angel that you brought before you died. Taemin, Don’t worry, my heart is still yours. Even if my lips has touched another, but the one that will forever be in my heart would be you. Perhaps it’s a miracle that the angel didn’t smash into pieces when you were hit by a car. That’s why I’m grateful to have another thing that reminds me of you.
Taemin-ah, I’m still imaging how life will be if you were still around. At least I know right now I will have someone to hold in my arms, someone to keep me accompanied in the lonely night and someone to love.
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Sorry for the long wait, it been a week since I started poly...
Life's going be busy but I will try my best to update.
Maybe if I ever decide to come back writing again :D
Since I mention that this will be my last fic
I promise to provide better fic if I ever come back :D
Right here I want to say thanks to the reader who sent me message :D
It's really encouraging :D I'm still writing but not posting any of all.
If not I don't know what to do during free time..
I know this chapter is VERY VERY short...
but no worries other chapter will be longer~ XDD
Do vote for blackprince -85 :D
Pairing: Minho/Taemin
Genre: Angst
Rating: PG 15
Summary. Two years after Taemin's death, he is the only one who couldn't let go...
In My Room | Previous Chapter | Next Chapter
-Minho POV-
I brought two tickets and soon enough we got on. I could feel this awkward atmosphere, despite looking exactly like Taeminnie with the help of wig. He will never be the Taemin that exist only in my heart. I know clearly what will happen afterwards, but will he really do that? I doubt so. We were sitting side by side so there was still a possibility of that happen.
“Hyung.” His voice broke the silence and I turned over to look at him, I was too shocked for words. My lips brushed slightly against his.
Once we got in, I couldn’t help but to feel shy. What are you doing! Choi Minho! You should be the one initiating a kiss or something but I just couldn’t wipe away the blush on my face. My heart was beating faster than usual, would he be able to hear how nervous I am?
My moved my hand slightly to hold his. I interlocked his hand with mine on top of his.
“Hyung.” His shy and timid voice traveled into my ear, I muster myself up to look at him. His big puppy eyes was staring at me, don’t Taemin… It only makes me want to eat you up even more. You leaned over to touch my lips with yours. Your initiative did catch me in surprised but soon I find myself deepening the kiss.
It feels as if the time had stopped only for us.
I capture his lips, slipping in through his parted lips. Why? Why can’t I hold back myself? Even if I know that he is not Taemin, but still let myself to sink in to these feelings. I pinned him against the other side of the seat, taking away his breathe. Can I be selfish just this once? I moved back only when he’s near out of breathe.
“Sorry.” I mumbled. I turned to look away. I felt a weight on my shoulder, his skin pressed on my arms. Please forgive my selfishness. I just can’t control myself. Even if you said you are willing to act as Taemin today, but I shouldn’t kiss you at all…
I know I totally ruined the mood. It should be a happy date where it ends with a kiss and go home feeling blissful. Right now, it’s just a heavy heart that I’m bringing home although we ended with a kiss. I stopped the car at the usual place.
“You know… It’s not midnight yet.” He didn’t even look at me when he said that.
“I know. It’s okay.” His brown coloured hair can be seen below that wig. He opened the car door and was about to get off, I held his wrist to pull him back on the seat.
“Thank you, Taemin… Thank you for giving me such a wonderful day.” What was the meaning behind the stare he gave me? I thought he would give me that victory smile but no… Eventually he left without saying anything.
-Shin Taemin POV-
I can never take over the place he’s in your heart. No matter how much I tried. Even if I acted like Taemin, you still kept our distance apart. You may have kissed me but it was Lee Taemin you were thinking off… What the hell am I thinking? He would never love me even if I look like Taemin because of one fact that I can never change, it is the fact that I’m not Lee Taemin.
Why am I crazily in love with him? Damn you Taemin. Why did you tell me to love him for you in the first place? All because of that day, it feels like as if I have changed into someone else that even I can’t control.
“Stop following me around, you are already dead. What do you want from me?” I was frustrated to have someone twenty-four hours following me around. Enough is enough, moreover he’s a dead guy who look exactly like me.
“Promise me to love Minho for me.” I frowned, who is that Minho guy anyway? But if I agree to his request, at least he would rest in peace.
“Alright, I’ll love him for you but I can’t be sure if he will love me back. I don’t know who the hell Minho is.” A gentle smile spread across his angelic face. He disappeared right into thin air and he disappeared forever out of my sight.
I hung my head low, what shit have I gotten myself into this time? Those memories that don’t belong to me, those throbbing feelings that had been transfer in me. Those dream that felt so real yet it had never happened to me. How you were slowly tortured when you were abducted. How helpless and frightened you were at that moment.
What did you do to deserve all this? Why everything ended up this way? Every part of your memories seems as if it happened yesterday. Slowly, I’m unable to separate what’s yours and what’s mine. All these years living all alone, I’m really envious of you. You have so many people caring for you and Minho who loves you so much…
But all these are not mine… It will never be mine…
-Minho POV-
I sat down on the same spot this morning I was at. In my hand, I was holding that angel that you brought before you died. Taemin, Don’t worry, my heart is still yours. Even if my lips has touched another, but the one that will forever be in my heart would be you. Perhaps it’s a miracle that the angel didn’t smash into pieces when you were hit by a car. That’s why I’m grateful to have another thing that reminds me of you.
Taemin-ah, I’m still imaging how life will be if you were still around. At least I know right now I will have someone to hold in my arms, someone to keep me accompanied in the lonely night and someone to love.
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Sorry for the long wait, it been a week since I started poly...
Life's going be busy but I will try my best to update.
Maybe if I ever decide to come back writing again :D
Since I mention that this will be my last fic
I promise to provide better fic if I ever come back :D
Right here I want to say thanks to the reader who sent me message :D
It's really encouraging :D I'm still writing but not posting any of all.
If not I don't know what to do during free time..
I know this chapter is VERY VERY short...
but no worries other chapter will be longer~ XDD
Do vote for blackprince -85 :D