Depression fucked me up big time again this quarter. (Well, it's mostly depression. There's so social anxiety mixed in as well that exacerbated it, and now we're looking into the possibility that I might have ADD. Comorbidity sucks.) Goddammit, 2012 was supposed to be *better*! And the quarter started off so well too. I just want to be functional; ( Read more... )

The Firefly-themed production of Pirates of Penzance that I teched for at the beginning of the quarter is getting a reprise! Someone wants to set up a big new scholarship and as publicity for it (don't ask me what the logic of this is; I have no clue) they're paying us to run the show for another weekend, in June ( Read more... )

I misses my boyfriend. The past few days I've been so busy and happy with the excitement of moving into new apartment and exploring new town and living with my two best friends and getting to know our awesome other roommate and the start of classes that I haven't had any trouble with the long distance stuff, haven't even been thinking about it. And ( Read more... )

Got up after 6 hours sleep, parents arguing at breakfast, car spun out on the road directly in front of Mum and I, gorgeous winter solstice ritual at church, plumbing pipes frozen at church, saw lots of people I haven't seen since summer or earlier, got Christmas tree (and by got I mean trudged around in the snow on our property until we found a ( Read more... )

I'm staying with my first cousin once removed Diana for the holiday. She and her family are very nice and friendly, and I like them, and they were very good about including me. But that cannot change the fact that I have met Diana once before in my life, and none of the rest of them, and they all know each other very well, and I couldn't help ( Read more... )

I need to go away, probably for a quite a while, possibly forever (though I really hope it doesn't come to that ( Read more... )

So I'm one of those people who's very introverted, doesn't make friends very easily, and I'm always kind of insecure about my friendships. I have this chronic fear that people don't really care about me, that I'm clingy and pathetic and care about them way more than they care about me, that my friends are just Not That Into Me and I know it's ( Read more... )

Earlier this week I was commenting about wanting chocolate, and the next day Mum brought me a home a little bag of hersey's kisses and a few dove squares home from her office. I was not expecting this, it was very nice of her, and I am pleased ( Read more... )

*has been sitting around in the airport for three hours ( Read more... )

In the past week, I have ( Read more... )