So very tired.
I'm home now. I am so very, very tired.
I feel like I'm having things thrown at me more rapidly than I can catch them. I'm missing deadlines. I can't get up the initiative to get dressed in the morning -- I'm getting to work an average of three hours later than I used to, because I just can't move.
People suck. I hate people right now. I hate the way they take admissions of weakness or curiousity as a 'please kick here' sign, like asking questions was a big shiny 'hurt me' request. I hate the way they can never let you have the time you need to breathe, even when you're begging for it.
I'm going to go watch 'Angel', and then I'm going to go to bed, and as for the rest of the world...
Well, the rest of the world can just go hang for all that I care. I'm done with it. I'm not quite the hyacinth girl tonight -- I'm working very hard to keep myself from getting that bad again -- but I'm done.
I'm just done.
I feel like I'm having things thrown at me more rapidly than I can catch them. I'm missing deadlines. I can't get up the initiative to get dressed in the morning -- I'm getting to work an average of three hours later than I used to, because I just can't move.
People suck. I hate people right now. I hate the way they take admissions of weakness or curiousity as a 'please kick here' sign, like asking questions was a big shiny 'hurt me' request. I hate the way they can never let you have the time you need to breathe, even when you're begging for it.
I'm going to go watch 'Angel', and then I'm going to go to bed, and as for the rest of the world...
Well, the rest of the world can just go hang for all that I care. I'm done with it. I'm not quite the hyacinth girl tonight -- I'm working very hard to keep myself from getting that bad again -- but I'm done.
I'm just done.