I Guess Nothing's Left...

[c_rza]

Well, last night as I was writing in my notebook, continuing my effort to publish a book, I overheard my mom talking to my grandmother about how she doesn't want me here anymore. It's happened before, but things weren't able to be resolved this time like, every other time. So I don't know where things are headed. I tried to talk to my father,

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[memeworrywort]

You could work for Greenpeace. $6000~8000 for the summer. I found this stub in the streets near my house - "SUMMER JOBS To Save the Environment For information call Jon 1-646-473-0905"

It's an option. If you do decide to go to the military, join the Marines!!

Sorry about your parents being so capricious.
Hopefully, things will look up. Good luck.

[c_rza]

Well, this doorman job that I'm hoping that I get, I roughly calculated that I'd be making $7,150. So it's not really that bad of a deal...I just really need that job though. But worse comes to worse I'll take you up on that Greenpeace offer. And I'd be going to the military after the summer, which isn't the best time to go, but I just need to get out of here. I'm sure you know what it is to have your parents at your heels nipping and biting. We're gonna have to chill over the summer, no joke. Talk to you lata, Artie.
~Chris

[velcrofree]

Yeas im working for that over the summer
you dont have to go to the army
there arree other options
try to get a job that you can work full time
after the summer
the army is just an escape
most ppl see it as thier "only"
option when it isnt

[c_rza]

It's only simply that I don't know what else to do and there isn't much of any other option as much as I'd like there to be. I don't know what I'm gonna end up doing. But I can't stand to be here that long...I don't know...But maybe I do need an escape, who knows...we'll see. Bye sweet thang! ;)
~Chris

[vampeyes]

chris
give me your number
i really wanna talk to u
i will call you so it wont cost you a thing if you decide to let me call you send your number to my email address(bldthirstyjjma@yahoo.com)

where do i start....

[anonymous]

ok.. let me start out with.. if you join the military... you are fucking schmuck... and marines no less.. are you not thinking.. look you make the same amount of money in any other service, why would you join the marines?... there is nothing there.. all the people in the marines are fucking morons.. i'm serious though.. there is no reason why you should just the marine.. blah blah but my grandfather, my uncle, and where are they now? and what did the marines do for them? if you can breath and have a trigger finger you can join the marines, they brainwash you, and you wouldn't look good in a marine uniform, you are too fucking short.. omg i'm soo pisseed right now.. you come out of the marines with nothing, there is no education there, nothing at all, you come out knowing how to fight and kill, with a false sense of "honor"..."soo you too can learn how to shoot a gun and be a human shield and we'll only pay you 20,000 a year!!!" sounds great! yeah we have friends there... and don't get me wrong.. i have no idea what what either of them

Re: where do i start....continued..asshole

[anonymous]

college can't wait, people who were in the military keep thinking this, but when you get out of the military, how old are you going to be? 22?.. then you go to college... 26 to get you B.A and if you want to get your masters.. uh oh you are hitting close to 30's. people who get out of the military unless they went to an academy just go into the labor force.. is that what you want to do?.. make min. pay and work your ass off your whole life? the military will fill you with sooo much bullshit about honor and courage, and how you should take the adventure of a life time.. yeah cause thats exactly what you are going to be thinking about when you are charging with your rifle into two heavy machine guns(sarcasm)... life isn't socom jerk.. anywhooooooooo... gimme a call junior... -adam

Re: where do i start....continued..asshole

[c_rza]

Adam, you know you're one of my best friends, no lie. And I do appreciate your concern about things, unfortunately, it's not generally all about the amount of money I'd be making. I don't plan on going to the marines and making big money and opening a string of my own "Paradise Clubs" with a hundred "Lisa's". But the only reason I'd be pushed into that direction is to inevitably get away from my mom. I can't stand to be near her. I have no money otherwise to do so. Marines, army, navy, etc. is the only place I could go for free. I have no family that'd I'd even particularly want to burden by living with them. I should be able to live in my own home, and not be forced to live somewhere else. But I seriously don't have many options. I can stay here and end up killing myself cuz of my mother's bullshyt, or I can get out of here and make her sorry.
~Chris

Re: where do i start....continued..asshole

[anonymous]

but think about.. i'm sure the recruiter said things like "you should be living on your own"... but lets think about this..are you really living on your own?... are you really free? you are trading your mom in for a drill sgt. you have more freedom at home than you will in a military service? think about it.. i know i'm right..

Applause

[jesus_da_great]

wow, he deserves a standin ovation for that speech. some people may take it the wrong way but i think he made a lot of sense

Re: Applause

[c_rza]

I have a crucifix...Let's do a recreation of "The Passion" ;)