I Guess Nothing's Left...
Well, last night as I was writing in my notebook, continuing my effort to publish a book, I overheard my mom talking to my grandmother about how she doesn't want me here anymore. It's happened before, but things weren't able to be resolved this time like, every other time. So I don't know where things are headed. I tried to talk to my father, but I came to realize he's good for nothing. But he did push me and reinstate into my mind that there's not much left for me then. He didn't even bother to come to me and ask if I would move in with him. I mean why would he want to ask me that?!? I'm only his son...but that's not a valid reason...no.
But he did mention that the only option that I have is to go into some form of military service. He told me that college can wait. So this is what I figure: Since I don't have anywhere to go, and I can't stand my mother, this is partially feasible. I wouldn't ask to move in with one of my friends because I'd feel to much as if I was a burden. I guess the only thing I could do is work over the summer and more than occasionally stay like at a hotel all throughout the summer living on my paychecks. That is IF I GET THIS JOB. I'm so fucking unlucky sometimes. So it all boils down to this...Most likely after the summer, and if I get the job, after I work and ish, I'm gonna sign up in one of many particular military services. I don't know which one, but sources point to the marines, but I'm not sure, cuz their boot camp program is in the summer, and I want to work over the summer. Maybe I'll go into the army, cuz they have a 2-year obligation. So I guess that's what's most likely to happen. I'm going into military service...Woopdi doo, Basil.
There's nothing left here for me, or rather nothing here that's to keep me from leaving. Nothing here...nothing to keep me from leaving...General, I salute you...
But he did mention that the only option that I have is to go into some form of military service. He told me that college can wait. So this is what I figure: Since I don't have anywhere to go, and I can't stand my mother, this is partially feasible. I wouldn't ask to move in with one of my friends because I'd feel to much as if I was a burden. I guess the only thing I could do is work over the summer and more than occasionally stay like at a hotel all throughout the summer living on my paychecks. That is IF I GET THIS JOB. I'm so fucking unlucky sometimes. So it all boils down to this...Most likely after the summer, and if I get the job, after I work and ish, I'm gonna sign up in one of many particular military services. I don't know which one, but sources point to the marines, but I'm not sure, cuz their boot camp program is in the summer, and I want to work over the summer. Maybe I'll go into the army, cuz they have a 2-year obligation. So I guess that's what's most likely to happen. I'm going into military service...Woopdi doo, Basil.
There's nothing left here for me, or rather nothing here that's to keep me from leaving. Nothing here...nothing to keep me from leaving...General, I salute you...