Home Is Where The Heart Is Chapter 10/10
Title: Home Is Where The Heart Is Part 10/10
Author: the_musoWhat a bloody legend!! You have done a fantastic job so thank you so much <3
And special mention to timdvosk for writing the porn in this chapter. Much love and hugs go to you darl!!!! <3
Previous Chapters:
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
After Jared left Jensen’s motel room later that night he headed home but he was too excited to sleep, so he decided to make some closet space and tidy up the house a little. Jensen would be moving in within the next few days and he felt like all his Christmas, Easters and birthdays had come at once. He fell asleep a little after 1am, only because he had to be up to open the bar at 10am the next morning.
***
Jared walked with a bounce in his step. Everything was great. He hummed as he unlocked the bar doors, as he wiped down the bar top, as he took the bar stools of the tables, even as he rung up the till. He was still humming when his two regulars walked through the door at 11am, reliable as clockwork.
“Morning Tom, Morning Mike” Jared said without looking up.
“Morning JT” they chorused together.
Tom and Mike had been regulars for nearly eight years now. They had been coming here every morning at 11am before Jared had even had a job here. They have a few beers and then head of to a game of golf. Both nearly in their 70’s they became friends when Tom’s wife died of breast cancer ten years ago. Mike never married so both men enjoyed the company. Jared always enjoyed hearing storied of them growing up; they were great men, who endured a lot in their life. They were like family to Jared. They knew everything about him, his family, friends, dreams, everything. They never judged him so that made him admire the men that much more.
“Two of the norm boys?” Jared asked already reaching for two beer glasses.
“Not today JT, what you feel like Tom?” Mike asked looking at Tom.
“Scotch” Tom says flatly
“Two scotch on the rocks thanks JT”
“Sure boys, what’s the occasion?” Jared asks filling two glasses with ice.
“It her anniversary today” Tom says bleakly.
Jared scolds himself the second the words leave Tom’s mouth. How could Jared forget, he remembered this day for years and for the first time he forgot it.
“Shit Tom, I’m so sorry. I totally forgot, I had some good news and my head wasn’t here” Jared said apologetically.
Jared handed them their drinks. “On the house boys” They all held their drinks up, “May she rest in peace” Tom says before swallowing a few mouthfuls.
“So what’s this good news of your JT?” Tom asks smiling.
“Well you now how Jensen and I have been seeing a bit of each other lately? Well we’ve both decided it’s pretty serious - serious enough for Jensen to move in with me.” Jared said, his face glowing.
Both Tom and Mike smiled till their eyes crinkled around the edges.
“That’s great JT; we’re real happy for you but are you sure?”
Jared knew this was coming; it’s just what his father asked him.
“I don’t think I’ve ever been more sure of anything ever, it feels so right”
“That’s great JT” Mike said.
“Thanks guys, that means a lot coming from you two” Jared said shyly.
Mike chuckled “You’re like the son I never had”
Jared smiled, grabbed another glass and poured out three shots of scotch. “To life, love and loss” Jared said as he raised the glass. They clinked their glasses together and swallowed in silence.
***
After Tom and Mike left Jared busied himself in work, getting people their drinks, placing food orders in the kitchen and chatting happily to customers.
He hated Sunday afternoons. Every man and his dog wanted to relax with cold beer and some decent music.
Music!
Shit he still hadn’t gotten around to un-jam the juke box. He had gotten that rushed that he was run off his feet serving customers. He wasn’t even looking when he served Jensen, didn’t even notice until Jensen was walking back to his booth with two cold ones. It sucked. He didn’t have time for a chat. He had customers to serve, floors to mop (fucking drunken fools), and a fridge he needed to restock. It hadn't been this busy in a while, normally he and Chad could handle the rush but he needed some back up.
He served Jensen another beer and muttered a sorry before stalked off to his office, yelling to Chad that he’d be back in a sec. He came out about thirty seconds later.
“Sophia’ll be here in 10”
“Thank god” Chad muttered under his breath before continuing to serve customers.
***
With Sophia’s help, the juke box was fixed, the fridge restocked and the customers were under control, it only took half an hour before Jared had five minutes to take two beers over to Jensen.
Jared slumped down, tired and a little exhausted and the night hadn’t even started yet.
“Sor-” Jared started.
“Don’t you dare say sorry for doing your job. I don’t expect you to drop everything when I enter the room.” Jensen stated.
Jared couldn’t be bothered arguing he just sighed. “Ok, anyway what are you doing here, your gigs’ not till later.”
“I wanted to um... talk to you about something. About um… us.”
“Ok then” Jared said a little hesitant “What’s wrong?”
“Nothings wrong exactly, it’s just um… I… um…’
“Spit it you Jensen. Your killing me here - are you having second thoughts? I understand it if you do want to back out now. It’s a big decision and all. You need to make sure thi-”
“Shut up Jay, you’re babbling.”
“When I’m nervous, I babble. And dont change the subject.”
“Yeah right sorry.”
Jensen took a deep breath.
“MyDadWantsToMeetYou”
“What?” Jared said
“I said my dad wan-”
“What?” Jared said again cutting him off.
“I. SAID. MY. DAD.-”
“No I heard you, is that what you were freaking out about”
“Yeah” Jensen said looking at his half empty beer.
“I hate to burst your little ‘emotional breakdown’ bubble but I have met your dad, hell I’ve met your whole family.”
“But this is different. He wants to meet the man who has me loading boxes in the back of my truck and moving away.
“Do you want me to?” Jared asked
“Do I want you to what Jay?” Jensen asked confused.
“Meet your dad, come back home with you?”
“Um… do you want to? I mean if you want to you can but it’s up to you. I’m not picky either wa-”
“Jensen”
“Yeah”
“You’re babbling”
“Sorry” Jensen said looking down and away.
“Of course I do Jen”
“Thanks Jay.”
“Huh... what for?”
“For being you I guess. I... I love you Jay”
The way Jensen said it made Jared’s heart flutter. So quietly and so real. It sent a shudder through Jared. The way he said it and the blush on Jensen’s cheeks, Jared knew he meant it with all his heart.
“You have no idea how much I want to jump you right now”
“Really? I think people might notice” Jensen said smirking.
“So what’s your plan for tonight with Steve and Chris?” Jared said changing the subject and taking a mouthful of his beer.
“Well I thought we turn up, set up, play our sets and then have a few drinks while I tell them.
“mmmm” Jared said nodding his head while Jensen continued.
“Then tomorrow morning we pick you up and then head home, load my car and comeback here. I was thinking we could have dinner with my family find a motel or something then hit the road in the morning”.
Jared nodded the idea sounded good so far.
“Do you want me to drive up so then we can bring two car loads home?” Jared asked.
“No its ok, I'd prefer the company and I don’t have that much anyway”
“Ok oh and in case you forgot or you have temporary amnesia but I’m pretty sure Steve and Chris will be picking you and me up… together since your coming back to our house tonight” Jared said smiling.
“I figured as much that’s why my bag is sitting in the office out back.”
“Glad to hear it. Anyway I better go. I got to get back to work. Do you want to head home and drop your stuff of or just leave it here until tonight? You’ve got to be back in two hours anyway.” Jared said looking at the clock.
“Um, I'll drop it home, you got a key?”
“Yeah here you go” Jared said taking his key of his key ring. “I’ve got yours cut at home already”
“Thanks Jay” Jensen got up and gave Jared a quick kiss on the cheek before he headed out back to grab his bag.
“Cya Jay” Jensen called as he left the bar.
“Bye Jen”
***
The next two hours were the slowest two hours in the history of time. It didn’t matter what he was doing he was always reminded to check the time.
1:17
1:39
1:53
2:04
2:19
2.38
2:49
3:06
At 3:08 Jensen, Steve and Chris walked through the doors. Chris and Steve gave a nod to Jared before stopping to say something to Jensen. All three of them looked at Jared, who was anxious under the men’s gaze, grabbed a cloth and begun wiping down the bar top. He looked up to see Steve smirk and then Jensen punching him in the arm before Chris and Steve walked towards the stage area laughing. Jensen just looked at his feet as he walked over the Jared.
“What was that all about” Jared asked letting curiosity getting the better of him.
“Just Steve being an ass, he wanted to know which one of us is topping.” Jensen said shaking his head blushing.
Jared just smiled, Jensen was clearly a little embarrassed by it since they would only get as far as jerking each other of before Jared would slow down the pace. Jensen would immediately worry and start over thinking it, in the end Jared had to sit him down and said when they had their first time he wanted it to be special and not fuelled from their already horny state. That was as far as their conversation about it went, there was no discussion of past sexual partners, their first times or if they top or bottom. They only focused on their future, which Jared had thought about a lot during the last few hours. He wanted Jensen’s first night in their home together to be one of happy memories. As corny and as gay as it sounded that is just he kind of guy Jared was. A guy full of romance, corny stuff and gayness.
Jared lent forward over the bar top to whisper into Jensen’s ear, “I’ve never bottomed before but I’d try for you”. Jensen shuddered at the feel of the warm breath across his skin.
“Oh trust me Jay, you will be” Jensen said smirking.
Jared shook his head trying to clear all his dirty perverted thoughts.
“Anyway that’s going to the last of their problems when we tell them you’re moving in with me.” Jared said chuckling.
“That’s going to be a fun talk” Jensen said smiling. “Oh and I made some calls this afternoon and I got two job offers. I start work at the Sport Center and Spa next Wednesday.”
Jared beamed, “Jen that’s fantastic, I’m so proud of you.”
“Thanks” Jensen said blushing. “Well listen I better get back to it, help them set up before they start whining. I’ll catch ya later”
“Yeah ok, break a leg Jen”
“I’ll try not to” Jensen said with a chuckle before turning and walking away. Jared didn’t stop staring until Jensen disappeared out of sight.
God he loved him.
***
The crowd loved them. Everybody sung along to the classics and the drinks flowed constantly. Every now and then Jared would feel eyes on him and he would turn around to find Jensen smiling at him.
The boys played their three sets without any hiccups. The band had done wonders for business, they were full to capacity. Jared didn’t see much of Jensen the whole night just little pinches on the butt as they walked past each other.
By the time the bar was closed and everybody had left it was nearing 1am. Chris, Steve and Jensen had started on cleaning up the stage area and packing away all their musical equipment while Jared, Chad and Sophia begun clearing the tables wiping the bar down. Tonight had been busy and with Sophia’s extra help there wasn’t that much that needed doing. It only took an hour before Chad and Sophia had headed home and left Jared, Jensen, Steve and Chris knocking a few back. Jared and Jensen didn’t want Chris and Steve to be too drunk when he told them the news so after the second beer and third tequila and Jensen took a deep breath and…
"So listen guys there's something I need to tell you both"
Chris turned to look at Jensen, “We’re all ears Jenny Boy”
“I’m not real sure how to say so I’ll just do it ok” Jensen took a breath, he didn’t realize he was holding it and continued.
“Well you guys obviously think Jay and I are knocking boots” Jensen started.
“Yeah” Steve and Chris said collectively.
“Tomorrow when we head back to Dallas, Jay’s coming with us.”
Chris cheered loudly which made Steve tell him to shut it and jabbed him in the ribs.
“He moving in with you Jenny Boy.”
Jensen chuckled before continuing, “Not exactly and quit calling me that, you know I hate it.”
“All the more reason for me to say it” Chris said chuckling.
“So what’s going on?” Steve asked in all seriousness.
“I’m moving in with Jay” Jensen said bluntly.
Chris and Steve sat there not saying a word just staring at each other then to Jared and then to Jensen.
“So let me get this straight.” Steve started “Jared’s coming back with us to Dallas, grab your stuff then your moving in with Jared?”
“Kind of, were going back to Dallas getting my stuff there and then heading home to Richardson and pick up a few things and have dinner there.”
Chris turned to Jared, “And what have you got to say for yourself Jared.”
Jared glared at Jensen, he felt like he 12 years old again and caught looking at his fathers dirty magazines. “Don’t look at me I tried to talk him out of it. Told him we could do the long distance thing, see each other on the weekends and what not but he wouldn’t have it.”
“Does sound like out Jenny here, the stubborn ass he is” Steve said smiling.
“Well I say its time for some more shots in celebration” Chris said getting up of his stool
“Come on Jared you can help me” throwing an arm over Jared’s shoulder.
“Sure man” Jared said throwing his arm over Chris’s shoulder.
***
Jensen watched as Chris and Jared walked behind the bar like they were best friends for years. Jensen knew actually what Chris was doing, it was what Chris always did, which was look out for Jensen.
***
Jared knew that Chris’s attempt at being all friend like was just so he could a have moment alone to talk to him about Jensen. His name may be Jared Padalecki but he ain't stupid. He knows Chris has an alternative motive for bringing him to the bar but he doesn’t mind, he is just glad that Jensen has friends that care so much.
Jared looked up from behind the bar to see Chris staring directly at him, no emotion showing on his face.
“Ok Chris, spit it out.”
“Are you sure about this Jared? Cos I really don’t want to be the one to pickup the pieces when shit gets too hard. He’s had enough already and if your just going to screw him over in the end just save both me and him the trouble and tell him now.”
Jared sighed, “Listen I have no idea what’s happened to Jen in the past but I can tell you right now if anyone’s going to end it, it will have to be him cause I don’t plan on it anytime soon. He’ll tell me about his past when he’s good and ready so until then I’m happy to wait. I get that he was burned in his last relationship with the first guy he ever dated or thought he was dating. I know he’s never dated since and for him to offer to move in with me is a big deal. I love him and I don’t plan on hurting him.”
“That’s all I needed to hear, he’s like family to me and Steve.”
“Well now we’ve have our little chick flick moment what you say about giving Jen way too many shots.”
“Its your call cos you’ll be the one holding him up in the toilet with his guts everywhere.”
“Good point, may not be such a great idea.”
They headed back to the table like their little girly moment never happened, like everything was good in the world.
***
***
Chris and Steve were wasted within the hour and both Jared and Jensen were still sipping their third beer. Even though Jensen and Jared never talked about it tonight was the first time they would sleep in their house, in their bed. Tonight was important not only because they were going to have sex but because it was the start of something new, something worth holding onto and cherishing. It was the start of forever.
By the time they got Chris and Steve into a cab and closed the bar it was well after 2am.They were both a little bundle of nerves, riding in their cab silently while lacing their fingers together.
***
Once Jensen had unlocked the door, Jared hurriedly pushed him through, slamming it shut with his foot, and smashing Jensen against it, pinning him. Slowly licking his way into his lover’s mouth, Jared's hands went directly to Jensen's ass, squeezing it in his paw like hands while Jensen’s fingers slowly massaged circles on Jared’s hips.
Everything started to slow down. There were unhurried, lingering kisses along necks and collarbone's, roaming hands feeling ever dip and curve along their sides and backs. It was only a matter of minutes before their touching became filled with passion, love and built up frustration. Them wanting nothing more then to strip each other naked and simply devour the other's body.
If Jensen had his way, he would have taken his lover right then and there. Slowing opening and stretching him with his fingers, making every movement slow and deliberate. Teasing Jared until he begged for Jensen to fuck him, but he knew he wouldn't have the time for that. With the pace Jared was going, he doubted he'd last very long.
Getting a hold of himself, he tried to will his erection to go down, or at least slow down. He hadn't came in his pants since he was 16, and he wasn't about to start again now.
“Jare... Jay… Jay, babe.” Jensen said, lips ghosting across Jared's.
Jared ignored him, his lips ghosting across all of Jensen's body. He started out slow, barley touching Jensen with his lips while they moved from his lips to his neck, to his jaw line, and finally to Jensen's hot spot, right behind his ear. Licking the shell of the ear, he smiled when Jensen trembled in his hands, and he gently nibbled on the lobe, pulling it into his mouth, sucking on it, biting at it, before letting it go. “Yeah babe,” Jared breathed, causing goosebumps to erupt all over Jensen's body.
Jensen pushed Jared back with all the strength he had left. Jared wasn't having it though, and came back for more, thrusting his tongue in to Jensen's mouth, without warning. Jensen may have, or may not have growled at Jared, but whatever he did, or didn't do, it made Jared look up, and stop what he was doing, letting Jensen do with him as he pleased. Jensen smiled, planting a chaste kiss on Jared's lips, before entwining their fingers.
“Bed. NOW.” There was a tone in Jensen's voice, and it shot right through Jared, and without further ado, he made his way to the bedroom, pulling Jensen along with him.
***
By the time they reached the bedroom, both men had lost both shirt, shoes, and their pants, which were belt less, were hanging low on their hips, just begging to be yanked off. Then everything became awkward.
Jared, craved to hear Jensen make the feline sound again, but didn't know if Jensen only made it when he was pissed and he didn't want to test his theory just yet.
So when Jensen leaned over, pulling Jared's pants down, till they pooled at his ankles, he took that as his cue to start and he smiled, planting a quick kiss to Jensen's lips.
Jared, pants still around his ankles, dropped to his knees, a smile on his face, and as has pushed Jensen pants down, he started licking at his stomach. Twirling his tongue around Jensen's navel, every now and again, letting it slip inside. He kept this up until Jensen's dick, feeling very neglected, hit him in the chin. Leaning back, he watched as the dick slapped Jensen's belly, and the bead of precome on the top smeared all over Jensen's toned stomach.
Positioning himself back on his knees, Jared licked a line straight up Jensen's cock, feeling Jensen shake beneath him. He smiled, wrapping his massive hand around the base of Jensen's cock, before gently sucking the head into his mouth. He felt Jensen's hands in his hair and he, if possible, got even harder.
Jared's used both his hands to grip Jensen's ass, pulling Jensen's into his mouth. It only took a few minutes, and Jensen was shaking, muttering nonsense out of his mouth. The only thing Jared could make out was, “Yesss.... Just like that. Oh god, Jared... Gonna come.”
When the word come came out of Jensen's mouth, Jared immediately stopped, letting Jensen's cock slid out of his mouth with a 'pop’. Looking up at Jensen's, Jared noted the look of horror on his face.
“What's the matter?” He asked, as he stood up, stepping out of his jeans.
“You stopped. Why?” Jensen asked, rubbing against Jared's thigh, trying desperately to come.
Jared smiled. “Because baby, I want you in me when you come. Deep inside me, filling me up.”
***
Truth be told, Jensen had forgot all about fucking Jared, it wasn't that he didn't want to it just, when you're getting a blow job, remembering your surroundings pales in comparison. He took no notice of Jared's sprawled out form on the bed, and when Jared threw a pillow at him, he turned ready to yell, but the words died on his lips.
There was Jared, naked as the day he was born, spread out on the bed, miles and miles of tanned skin, ready to be licked by Jensen. Quickly stepping out of his own pants, Jensen pounced on Jared.
They had no sooner touched, skin on skin contact, when they both let out ear shattering moans.
There was no slow after that. Jensen positioned himself above Jared, kissing at his lips, letting it not go any deeper than lips on lips, no tongue or teeth. All the while, stroking his and Jared's cock in his hand.
Jensen pulled back, only long enough to grab the lube and a condom out of the beside drawer, and he was back, kissing Jared again, this time licking his way into Jared's mouth, taking his time, teasing Jared with a lube coated finger pressing against his entrance.
***
Jared squirmed as Jensen's finger pressed into him. It was a, for lack of a better word, weird feeling, but he welcomed it when Jensen sucked his bottom lip into his mouth, moaning around it. In one fluid motion, Jared felt Jensen's whole finger inside him and just as he was about to scrunch his face up in pain, pleasure shot through him and his eyes rolled back, followed by a body shaking moan.
The kissing stopped, everything stopped. Everything except the movement of the finger inside him. The weirdness was still there, as was the tiny burn. The pleasure however, outweighed it all. This pleasure, not only Jensen's finger inside of him, but just Jensen causing it made it the best pleasure of all. It was outstanding. He knew what he was doing... Something tore inside of Jared. He knew what he was doing. Who knew how many men he'd been with before Jared? Jared's back arched as Jensen's finger rubbed against the small nub inside of him. Then, as Jared's body came down, Jensen slipped another finger in, causing Jared's body to arch again.
After what seemed like forever, Jensen rolled the condom on and lubed up, positioning himself at Jared's entrance.
“You ready?” Jensen voice was raspy.
“Y-Yeah-h.” Jared was completely fucked out, and he hadn't even been fucked yet.
One good push and Jensen was buried to the hilt inside of Jared, moaning from the tightness, trying not to move, giving Jared time to adjust. But it seemed Jared had already adjusted, and with one quick flip, Jared was on top of Jensen, riding him.
***
“Jar... Wha-What are you doing?” Jensen sounded a little worried.
“Showing you how I want it.” Jared shot back.
Placing his hands on Jensen's chest, Jared pushed himself up, until just the tip of Jensen's cock was left in him, and as quickly as he'd flipped them, he slid down, electing a moan from both there lips.
His pace was steady, but it picked up, faster and faster until his movements were sloppy and Jensen was clawing at the sheets, trying desperately not to come.
“Jen... I-I love... love you.”
That was it; Jensen pushed up into Jared as he slid down and shot his load up into Jared. Jensen body shook and his eyes rolled back, then he passed out.
Jared would have been worried if he could have processed it. When Jensen had pushed up into him, Jared had came, and orgasm as earth shattering as Jensen's. After he got control of himself, he slid up and off of Jensen, careful not to pull the condom off with him. Moving so that his head laid on Jensen's chest, Jared smiled to himself, writing on Jensen's chest with his drying come, while waiting for Jensen to wake up.
Jensen groaned husky, “Jay.”
“Your back” Jared said smiling.
“Never happened before.”
“Wow, just close your eyes, get some sleep” Jared whispered, snuggling further into Jensen’s body.
“Hey Jay” Jensen said quietly.
“mmmm”
“Um... Hi...His name was Michael”
Jared wasn’t really expecting this right now but he smiled inwardly that Jensen trusted him enough to tell him.
“Jen you don’t have” Jared said cutting him off.
Jensen smiled at Jared's caring. “I know but I want to, I need to, I trust you”
“Ok”
“I met Michael Weatherly in my first year of collage. I’d seen him around at a few parties and stuff when I noticed he’d always be staring at me. I asked around about him and found out he was a year older then me, rich and didn’t care who he fucked as long as it was a nice fit”. Jensen chuckled dryly.
Jensen just took a breath and continued. “The next party I went to he came up and started talking me, I was only in my first year so I was over the moon someone older was talking to me. In the end we swapped cells and went our separate ways. I honestly didn’t expect him to call so you can imagine my surprise when he called me two days later and wanted to meet up for lunch. I was a little hesitant at first cos of all the stories I’d heard about him but he sounded so different on the phone so I said yes."
Jensen sighed, “It became like a regular thing every time we were free we’d meet up for lunch or a coffee. People were warning me telling me he’s only after one thing, just using me but I honestly believed we were friends and he actually liked me.
It was maybe two weeks after we met that he made a move on me. I kissed him back and it just went downhill from there. Every time we hung out we’d always end up back at his place fucking around. I genuinely thought he loved me. He was nothing like the stories I heard, always nice and caring and gentle. But I started noticing the little things like how we never hung out in public, never went anywhere, I never met his friends, all we had was a few fucks in his bed. We never did anything except fuck so I called him on it. He told me it wasn’t like we were dating, told me we never agreed to be exclusive and that all he wanted was a few fucks. He just laughed in my face.” Jensen took another breath, it was a few years ago but it still hurt.
Jensen continued, “I thought he loved me but it turned out he had another 2 guys and a girl that he was stringing along behind my back. He was even fucking the girl, Jessica before we even hooked up.
So I stopped taking his calls, changed my number, stopped going to parties, I just hung around Chris and Steve.
I never dated since; just random fucks in a bar were no one could see my face. I never called any of the numbers that would be slipped in my pocket afterwards. It was all too hard, until I run into your ugly mug again.
Jared knew Jensen had been through something but something so cruel and heartless just broke his heart. If he ever got his hand on that Michael guy he’d be a dead man.
“I’m so sorry Jen. You know I would never do that to you don’t you?”
“Yeah I do that’s why I can say I love you; I know you’ll say it back and you’ll mean it.”
“I will always mean it when I say Jensen.”
Jensen started chuckling.
Jard poked him in the ribs. "Whats so funny Jen."
"Who woulda thought after all these years that we'd meet up again and be in love?"
"Yeah" Jared said quietly. "Who would of thought?"
Jensen snuggled down into Jared’s warmth and they both fell into the best sleep they had in a long time.