i guess our friendship meens nothing & if so it sucks. i wish i could say i dont care yet i do. i know everything will mean nothing in a few weeks but right now it bothers me . owell today started off shitty bc i tend to care to much about friendships while others dont. owell .......tonight was amazing though

hmm my head is all sandy even after taking a shower. damn i dont think im liking this to much . owell the beach was fun . me & lynn took cute pics. in my beach gear lol. oddly i dont wear bathingsuits unless im swimming or somthing soo i sported the usual skirt look. yeah i decided everyones right i do wear skirts all the time. i own so many so why ( Read more... )

my day was pretty wonderful from the start ... i woke up and realized i had a message on my phone so i went and checked it . it was from frank it was an amazing message no ones ever left anything along those lines on my phone.i dont like details so i dont give details ( Read more... )

somtimes i supose you need to be alone not bc of anyone other then yourself. im just not in the mood to talk to anyone right now, i dont like to write whats going on in details here so instead i like to speak in general . in my eyes the reason behind what makes u feel a certain way realy doesnt matter just how u feel does. i dont know how to be ( Read more... )

i never write here but i felt i guess the word would be "compelled" to do so tonight. lifes been a bit crazy and so much has gone on that i dont know its good to get it out somtimes. im in the process of booking a show on longisland , hopfully this works well. thankfully to devon im on the right track.hes been a great friends for so long , its nice ( Read more... )

This weekend:
- plans for fri messed up
- went out to eat w/ my bro & sis
-went shopping for halloween and pants
-went to jeannes watched dreamcatcher
- wrote in journal( yeah thats for now , thankfully theres no school tomm)

today went pretty well....i went to victorias secret and then just went home and relaxed and ended up watching a bit of th vmas i was so happy afi won! yay ok im a dork....well nites <3

not that interesting of a day but me kait lyss & pete had some funny convos today & ive finally got to have coldstones cakebatter icecream w/ graham crakers & m&ms yumm! well im sort of in a ehh mood so i think ill go...bc my back stings i think i got bit by somthing? well im off good nites ....<3

Im one step closer to actualy driving! i can wait till i get my lisense...but it takes so long to get a road test. The driveing school i g2 said that it should be 5 weeks till i get mine:( poop so that meens ill be taking a cab to class on weds how much is that going to suck! i think alot...so yeah today was another one of my driving lessons ...lol ( Read more... )

well today was my five hour course !it ended up only being 3 hours since we had a lil break inbetween and me being miss outgoing decided to start talking to this kid that was in the class too. he was pretty cool he would have been perfect for my sister lol....i always joke around w/ kait saying how im going to find her a great guy.. anyways kaitlyn ( Read more... )