need a change pronto

Jun 10, 2007 13:45

It is official. I'm in a rut. yep.

I started writing a novel. I am loving the concept and loving what I have so far. I really sincerely hope that I can stick with it. I set my goals too high sometimes I think. I also wish I had somewhere to go that was far far away from here so that I could concentrate on my writing. I am thinking of perhaps staying somewhere in the mountains for a weekend or two to get a head start or something. Hmm? I dunno.

Sadness has ensued. I just found out last night that someone very important to me is moving most likely far away. I am just so sad. That's all I'll say about that one.

I'm in transit right now in several areas and it's uncomfortable. I am trying to get myself psyched up for it, but I am scared. I'll be honest. I am so very scared. I like when things are more settled. Feels safer I guess. But right now it's like someone threw all these peices up in the air and I'm just waiting for them to fall.

Katie starts at DAP in July. That's good. I am going to the Unitarian church with her and to get coffee within the next few weeks, probably after I get back from my trip. Need spiritual outlet.

Update on the spiritual front: been working very hard on channeling and started doing some yoga at home. I'm thinking July is a good time to start classes for yoga, but I'd really like to find somewhere that teached tantra yoga or kundalini. Much more spiritually profound. I will settle for active vinyasa or something similar. I've been doing a lot of dreaming and intuitive work as well and cards. I'm preparing my dad's office until I can find one for me and Laura in Media. So, if you know anyone who is looking for a spiritual healer or intuitive guide or who wants a reading, please do send them our way. :) Really feeling good about that part of my life, fo sho!

Thinking about heading with Rachel to pride. Else, maybe coffee with Roo. Miss a lot of people. That probably means you! Come play soon. love.
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