less than a week left and im moving to north carolina im way more than nervous about this all not just moving but getting married and my fiance coming back from iraq i just cant wait for everything to come into place....i got a speeding ticket yesterday for going 45 in a 25 which sucked and sucks it dips into my travel fund and such i got in a ( Read more... )

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so someone told me today that i shouldnt be in my best friends wedding i mean ok so im flying more than 1000 miles for 3 days i dont think anyone around here knows what true friendship really is...so ill be in texas in july from the 9th to the 12th maybe the 14th havent desided yet then again in october on the 28th till november 12th. Im like a ( Read more... )

ok so ive come to find out that the reason i really havent been able fall in love with anyone is because im still in love with someone else its been about a year now when is it going to end he broke up with his ex gf today i was suppose to get married friday i couldnt do it. ive noticed over time how whenever something reminds me of him id smile or ( Read more... )

your selfish for wanting so much from me when i couldnt even give myself love.

so im looking for flights to texas its a for sure thing houston to see mycha corpus to ee nicole, katie and everyone else. austin to do some soul searching along with scoping out amazing art.

the ouline of his face in the dark. the way his hair sits the way it feels the way it smells. the way he rubs my sholder when i drive how he likes to cuddle and watch tv. my head fits on his chest just the right way. he makes me smile the way no ones made me smile before his kisses come from the blue it worries me that im not afraid of anything ( Read more... )

a date is set nate and i are getting married on the 19th. josh is worried its going to pull me away from the whole starting the band thing we still need a drummer and a bassist......my god how things are falling oh so well together ( Read more... )

so i guess you can say lenny and i broke up today...i felt so bad i mean of all days today i just kinda let it out i wanted to be friends and my ex bf and i actualy had a conv. that i didnt say i hated him in. it was wierd but nice maybe just really to wierd.

happy vday every one.