In Lund again..
I am back in Lund for the first time since May 25th 2016. So strange to walk around here where everything remains the same yet my life is so very different. So many memories of mum staying here with me, walking into town with her..
I was cleaning the flat yesterday and went through a box of old photos, baby pictures of us with a very happy mum looking at us..lots of things like that just gets to you.
I'm heading back to Gothenburg this evening, a very short stay. But I did manage to meet some old friends yesterday, and have another lunch meeting today. So many things you miss when you're not around. But there is also a feeling of restlessness, I wonder how it would feel to return back to Lund for real, to actually live here without being able to run up to Gothenburg and having mum around yo save us all. In a way I feel more at home in Gothenburg, warts and all that the city have. Lund is so tiny, and so very much a city for young people. I feel old and jaded, and I still don't know what I want to do with my life..
Yes, I just turned 40. Argh!!
I was cleaning the flat yesterday and went through a box of old photos, baby pictures of us with a very happy mum looking at us..lots of things like that just gets to you.
I'm heading back to Gothenburg this evening, a very short stay. But I did manage to meet some old friends yesterday, and have another lunch meeting today. So many things you miss when you're not around. But there is also a feeling of restlessness, I wonder how it would feel to return back to Lund for real, to actually live here without being able to run up to Gothenburg and having mum around yo save us all. In a way I feel more at home in Gothenburg, warts and all that the city have. Lund is so tiny, and so very much a city for young people. I feel old and jaded, and I still don't know what I want to do with my life..
Yes, I just turned 40. Argh!!