Oct 01, 2012 22:59
Dear World,
Fuck you. Fuck your shit and your twists and your turns. I'm still going to come out on top of this life, just you wait and see. Fuck your shit of getting my hopes up just to bring them crashing down. Fuck your rules telling me I'm a failure. I will not put my life on hold for anyone anymore except my daughter. Fuck your dreams and your wishes and your goals and your dreams and your wants and your needs. Fuck you!
I will find a proper daycare for my daughter. And I will work fulltime to save up to go home without you. Im so tired of everyone deciding my life for me. When did I lose my control? When did I lose myself? When did my life turn intoIm going home. Im sick of this life. Sick of this house and it's twisted ways. And you think my family is ass backwards are you fucking kidding me? At least in my family it's your own life and your own decisions and your kids are YOUR kids not everyone elses! Im fucking tired of doing it!
fuck everyone