Well nothing much has been going on. Last week on thursday i went on a date with shane. He he, it was lots of fun. Then on sunday night i got in troble for doing something saturday, that i wasnt supposed to do. So now im grounded. Grrrness! But only for a week. Which is good cuz my dad was going to ground me for a mounth and not let me go to formal ( Read more... )

 I been feeling werid latly. I dont know why. Sometimes i feel like no one cares. That im alone and so lost, I dont mean anything to any one. Like everyday is spent under a dark cloud of longing and desire. It feels like any smile that i make is a lie and fake, all i want is for someone to love me and hold me and understand me without having to say ( Read more... )

My mom makes me so fustrated. Like i seriously hate her. I H-A-T-E her. Its so unbelivable. Just thinking about her makes so mad and fustrated. She is really out to ruine everything for me? Gosh. Then my dad is a whole nother story. He is such an ass and only cares about himself and his well being. He doesn't under stand that the things he says and ( Read more... )

I hate my parents right now. They bug me to no end. Im fed up with boys and life. Nothing feels the same any more. Im just tired and confused. Why do people tend to leave me? Do they not like me? I dont understand. Im so tired, lost, confused, and stressed. Why do guys always want to use me? Can't they think of any thing else besides themselves? Im ( Read more... )

Well Friday night turned out to be fun. I went out to dinner with my family and friends. Then after that my friends came over then more friends came over. It was lots of fun. Then on saturday we all went to the mall. Got more of my ears piecred. Then i went to my uncle's and steph's house for the weekend. Came home yesterday at about 4:45. It was ( Read more... )

hey everyone. well my b-day is on friday. im turing the big 16. i know im young. But thats all im really looking foward to. Love ya all. later...

Right now i am at my uncle joe and steph's house. Everybody went to sleep on me. lol. Anyway nothing has really been going on. On friday after school time i got my drum set finally. Its totally awesome. Then yesterday i went to the mall with jeff, brit, matt, chels, and jen. It was fun. Then after that i came home and my drum teacher came over for ( Read more... )

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Well as you most know i don't have the internet at my house. Hopefully my dad will pay the bill soon...lol. In the meantime i am using my frineds computers. Anyway there hasn't been much goin on. This weekend was pretty fun. I hung out with jeff and brit on saturday. Got high again..lol. But it was fun. For like the past 3 saturdays i been hanging ( Read more... )

well i haven't updated in a while. My internet is working right now at my house. So right now i am at chels's. Im always here. lol. Anyway nothing new is really going on. This weekend was lots of fun. Friday night before the game i hung out with brit and jeff. I got high of course lol. Then the foot ball game was alright. Then saturday i hung out ( Read more... )