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I hate my parents right now. They bug me to no end. Im fed up with boys and life. Nothing feels the same any more. Im just tired and confused. Why do people tend to leave me? Do they not like me? I dont understand. Im so tired, lost, confused, and stressed. Why do guys always want to use me? Can't they think of any thing else besides themselves? Im tired of being used then thorn to the side. I guess all i have left is my self-respcet and friends. But do i even have friends? I keep thinking that one day everyboday is going to leave me and im going to be left alone. I mean i know i have friends that are my true friends and love me. But do they really do? I dont want to be left by myself. I probly dont have any effect on anybodys life or anything. Would anybody notice im gone? Anyway shcool sucks, life sucks. Im about ready to take a whole bottle of advil and end it all right now.