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Lately I've been feeling pretty lonely. I thought things would be better, however they are not. There is this heavy weight in my heart. My mind isn't working as it should. And I can't seem to really carry a conversation. I feel like a mess. I know that not all is as bad as it seems and I shouldn't be freaking out. However, I can't but have this feeling. I'm not really sure what it is other than how I stated at the beginning of this entry...I feel lonely. As if I no longer fit in my own skin. Perhaps its all the changes that are going on around me. I know I'm fearful of that. But there's something more to this. I think I might be kinda depressed again. I just need to keep myself busy and focus on the positive, right? Is this shortness of breath reasonable? I feel so lost...