So i have decided to update at 2 in the AM. go figure. well me padres have been out of town for quite for the past 6 days and i have been lovin it. Having the house to myself gives me this amazign sense of freedom. Freedom is awesome. Well i have finally Graduated. Its kinda cerial in a way. You work so hard to graduate and then once its all over ( Read more... )

wow, may is over and now were in the begining of june. I have been looking forward to this month since i can remember. I always imagined it was an excting, trilling care free month but now as i have entered in to this gloomy month i feel pressure to get things done, be focused. I need sunshine!!! i just read sarah's non speach and i still have ( Read more... )

Ok, so prom is tomorrow yay!! i will definaly be posting some pictures. but anyhoo. there is alot goin on. why is it when the people that matter most to you dont really care what is important to you. i understand i may be just thinking of my self in some ways but this just seems to happen way to offen. my birthday,christmas, 1year, graduation. but ( Read more... )

I have been having a great time lately. i have been feelin more myself latley and extremly anxious to start going to school so i can get done with it and get into a profession i love. But omg my father is such a flamin idot!!!!! i have havent been this frustrated in a long time. he dosent care about what anyone else wants or likes in our family. ( Read more... )

Alright, so it is a firday night and i just got off work. im sitting here munchin down on a GALLON of Moose Tracks ice cream which i am now starting to realize is such a good idea. humm well dude today i started thinking out stuff and i feel like the people i hold close to me have so much goin on that im totally missin out with them. b/f way to ( Read more... )

ok so for the past few month i have been riding an emotional roller coaster filled with many differnt emotions... humm. so it began with Valentines Day!which was the greatest night ever! ben was amazing! he totally suprised me with a candle light dinner for the two of us alone at his house! he went all out for it. such a romantic. hehe. Then i ( Read more... )

wow, it feels like i havent wrote in forever. but i really dont have the time now but i wish i did. im feeling over whelmed.

wow, ok so last night was amazing ( Read more... )

ok, well 2night out of the blue i asked my boy do you think i have gained weight? i dont know why i asked or what even possessed me to ask that aweful question but i did. i really don't even think i am. ok yes.. maybe i do know why i asked, partley because he jokes around and calls me thunder thighs or chunky thighs and pinches my sides all the ( Read more... )

i am in a great mood. its friday, warm outside, i feel good, i love ben, i love my friends, ive made peace with myself, i just feel content with the world! somehow i let out my evil emotions and loaded on a whole new set of good ones! ive got winter formal tomorrow but im trying not to think to hard about it cause it might stress me out. right now ( Read more... )