the world is a messed up place....
what should i feel at this very moment...on one side of my brain i am excited...excited at the fact that i am leaving soon for a vacation when i havent been out of this god forsaken state in yrs....and on the other side of my brain i am pissed....pissed off that my only brother has been taken from me once again....trouble always goes his way...hes like a magnet for it....but why him....hes a great guy who was tryin so hard at makin it work and only to have his dreams cruched once again.....and to say that is all i am pissed about is false...i am also pissed because i was never told...no one bothered to even call and say he had to go to court...no one called to ask for help....who does he call? mom....of all the people in the world why her....all he had to do was call...i would have never let it go that far...i have helped him so many times before and now i dont even receive a voicemail...email ...nothing...whats done is done i guess....
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