pissed or not???that is the question.....
well i have no idea how im suppose to feel right now....my brother is an idiot i know that much but i love him and he couldnt take me yelling at him the other day so he hung up on me...should i be pissed.....well i am....i am pissed at the fact that he needed to listen i have been the only one there for him his entire life i have bailed him out repeatedly in many of his wrong endeavors and now he just cannot bear to hear me out....hang up opn ME....what the hell was he thinking....he says he was in jail and he didnt need to be yelled at well u know what ....whaaaaaa....that was his ignorance that landed him there and he has yet to realize i am all he has besides chris....he thinks i cannot afford it but hes wrong...when it comes to him i can always afford it...i am pissed not matter what i am pissed.....i love him but i hate him...is that ok to say....if not oh well i said it...
other than that shit is the same...jail? thats what i live in everyday of my life...and it never ends.....its an endless cycle that repeats itself 7 days a week 365 days a year.....up by 6 am work till 9 pm .....the cycle never ends.....like the energizeer bunny it keeps going and going and going....why do i do this ...well there are many reasons....one.... the money of course....two .... sad to say cuz i miss my kids ...but i do it to save my marriage...see life is hard and the more time i am with keith the harder it is to take his negativity.....u wld have to be in my shoes to judge me anyhow....he goes irrate for nothing now a days and its hard to take so work is my very own cop out....i enjoy what i do and wouldnt change it.....actually thats a lie...i wld change it....if singing could replace it i wld jump....believe that....well i gotta get off here and jusmp in the shower and off to bed to start a new day ....just like today....tata sweets....bubblez
other than that shit is the same...jail? thats what i live in everyday of my life...and it never ends.....its an endless cycle that repeats itself 7 days a week 365 days a year.....up by 6 am work till 9 pm .....the cycle never ends.....like the energizeer bunny it keeps going and going and going....why do i do this ...well there are many reasons....one.... the money of course....two .... sad to say cuz i miss my kids ...but i do it to save my marriage...see life is hard and the more time i am with keith the harder it is to take his negativity.....u wld have to be in my shoes to judge me anyhow....he goes irrate for nothing now a days and its hard to take so work is my very own cop out....i enjoy what i do and wouldnt change it.....actually thats a lie...i wld change it....if singing could replace it i wld jump....believe that....well i gotta get off here and jusmp in the shower and off to bed to start a new day ....just like today....tata sweets....bubblez