Aug 24, 2005 21:35
and the nite grew cold....and the nightmares returned....
life is what u make it....is what ive heard a milliontimes in mylife....though i never believed it....and never will...i never made this shit happen ...i have been taking care of keith daily and the torture is getting chaotic...last nite i was uop till about 5 in the morning takin care of him...his legs were mush last nite and i tried so hard to lift him to differnt spots he neded to be....savannah was soooo much easier ....lighter too....i dunno but im not gonna sit here and pity myself anymore...life is what god throws at u...now thats the truth and no one can tell me differtly....god has done these things sooo many times to me and it just keeps comin and comin...a lil worse each time...well ill be online tmw writing some more probablly alot more...but for now im gonna end this so i can get some sleep ...start working again tmw at the schools ....some more chaos to add to my plate...but cant survive without the income....well till tmw...good nite....tata sweets....Bubblez