the first time in a long time i really don't like him right now...
hey dudes and dudettes!! hey i'm just chillen, waiting for beau to call, were supposed to hang out..i don't know what her deal is lately...she seems depressed...i don't know what's going on...i'm sad, and i think she is too. Ugh i wish i could just pick at her brain and now what's going on in her cute lil noggin. It's driving me crazy that I don't know whats the matter with her....
Oh shit....sweaty palms just called! this chick rocks...we go back...wayyyyy back. She's the homie that will always be there for you...good friend..very thankful to have her in my life...right now she's telling me about getting arrested at the strip...oh my. She's crazy, makes crazy decisions, and just straight up lives the crazy life. Gotta dig it...I love her. She keeps things crazy and interesting...yall have a friend like that...it's great.
Tonight we were supposed to go hang out with beau but randy refuses to cancel his plans to go to the center...i'm really upset...he goes every FUCKIN thursday and he only wants to go to see this guy that he likes...first off, theres soo many things wrong and fuckin delusional about this situation!
#1: He doesn't even know if this guy likes him
#2: He goes every friggen Thursday, what's missing one week going to do
#3: Beau leaves in four days, I work all weekend and start school on Monday, she leaves Tuesday morning
#4: My aunt wants her to come and chill at her house, and due to some reasons, I say no.
#5: Randy your relationships never ever work out with the guys at the center...I can name quite a few you've tried seeing, but then they turned out being complete asses. Please, alls I ask is to tone it down a lil, and get to know the guy outside the center before jumping to conclusions. So he looks at you, no big deal. I'm sorry, but it's true.
#6: Selfish people suck ass, I would do anything for anybody, one day Randy, but no...thanks a lot.
Randy, don't get me wrong, i'm completely grateful for all that you've done for me, you've made it easy and possible to spend time with the girl of my dreams, I will eternally be thankful, but all I ask is just one more night, one more favor. I will not see Beau for another year, that's if she decides to come down again, please please please.
shane.