disclaimer: i took sleeping pills about 20 minutes ago
i just wanted to update before i pass out
no guarantees...
work today was looooooooooooooooong
my god, i felt like absolute shit. i dragged my ass off the couch at 8:35 to be at work at 9. that was probably a bad way to start. i clocked in at 9:03, not too bad. i was in guest service with robin. robin's a little anal for my taste. i was kinda surprised to see she would be so anal on her last day at target. psh, whatever. i was pretty much a zombie anyway. within my first hour there, we had a very nice irate guest. i wasn't dealing with him at all, but the entire store heard him and i was only about 8 feet away. i understand why he was upset, but it had absolutely nothing to do with our store, and he was very snotty about it. every person he talked to he wanted to talk to their supervisor. i'm sorry, but you're not going to find anyone higher than the store manager here right now. call headquarters, fuckbag. but whatever. it only took about 45 minutes of off-and-on yelling to figure out how some dipshit cashier at another store screwed up, get AP from this other store involved, and figure out how to return the item semi-inappropriately. whatever. then robin took all her breaks late, which meant mine were even later, since she was there first. that pretty much sucked, cause i was in pain. i didn't like it. but, whatever... i made it through the day.
during my last break i talked to my laura a. about our new years plans, and then i ended up going out to dinner with her and filter. a bit of social activity brightened my day and picked me up a bit. i started feeling a little bit better. i still had a headache and i couldn't breathe, but i had a bit more energy.
i'm pretty sure my physical health is directly proportional to my mental/emotional health. i feel better now than i did this morning... but not as good as i felt when i was in a better mood earlier. hopefully this sinus infection won't have to go on as long as the last one... this one better not coincide with an emotional breakdown.
it's interesting the ways i've changed. i just have been noticing little things. i am so much less of a stuck-up prude than i was a few months ago. i proved that pretty well tonight. maybe it's because i don't care as much... i have nothing to prove to anybody... i just don't give nearly as much of a shit what people think...
shit, i think i'm gonna fall over... i'd better get to bed.
and i'm sleeping in my own bed tonight. i've had enough of this couch. although i feel better in the living room when i'm sick... not sure why that is.
you know, when i'm sick at school, i tend to sleep in places other than my bed too... the love seat, the floor... huh.
no guarantees...
work today was looooooooooooooooong
my god, i felt like absolute shit. i dragged my ass off the couch at 8:35 to be at work at 9. that was probably a bad way to start. i clocked in at 9:03, not too bad. i was in guest service with robin. robin's a little anal for my taste. i was kinda surprised to see she would be so anal on her last day at target. psh, whatever. i was pretty much a zombie anyway. within my first hour there, we had a very nice irate guest. i wasn't dealing with him at all, but the entire store heard him and i was only about 8 feet away. i understand why he was upset, but it had absolutely nothing to do with our store, and he was very snotty about it. every person he talked to he wanted to talk to their supervisor. i'm sorry, but you're not going to find anyone higher than the store manager here right now. call headquarters, fuckbag. but whatever. it only took about 45 minutes of off-and-on yelling to figure out how some dipshit cashier at another store screwed up, get AP from this other store involved, and figure out how to return the item semi-inappropriately. whatever. then robin took all her breaks late, which meant mine were even later, since she was there first. that pretty much sucked, cause i was in pain. i didn't like it. but, whatever... i made it through the day.
during my last break i talked to my laura a. about our new years plans, and then i ended up going out to dinner with her and filter. a bit of social activity brightened my day and picked me up a bit. i started feeling a little bit better. i still had a headache and i couldn't breathe, but i had a bit more energy.
i'm pretty sure my physical health is directly proportional to my mental/emotional health. i feel better now than i did this morning... but not as good as i felt when i was in a better mood earlier. hopefully this sinus infection won't have to go on as long as the last one... this one better not coincide with an emotional breakdown.
it's interesting the ways i've changed. i just have been noticing little things. i am so much less of a stuck-up prude than i was a few months ago. i proved that pretty well tonight. maybe it's because i don't care as much... i have nothing to prove to anybody... i just don't give nearly as much of a shit what people think...
shit, i think i'm gonna fall over... i'd better get to bed.
and i'm sleeping in my own bed tonight. i've had enough of this couch. although i feel better in the living room when i'm sick... not sure why that is.
you know, when i'm sick at school, i tend to sleep in places other than my bed too... the love seat, the floor... huh.