I innitiated the process of breaking up with Calvin last night. It worked out better than planned because he ended up agreeing with me, and then visa versa on all accounts.
I called:
- being too busy/too far away
- him "not feeling it" the past couple weeks
- having this conclude on a good note

I don't think he knew that I hadn't sobered up when the ( Read more... )

I had another grand weekend at the Gilkey's down in Massachusettes. Highlights: drank [banana] smoothies, attacked by a blueberry bush, didn't watch Star Wars, completed a puzzle of N.H., procrastinated on writing the 5pg paper on the greenhouse effect, (sarcastically)ate chili, hiding notes in jack's room, and got to be with calvin.

For the entire ( Read more... )

I'm going down to Calvin's for another long weekend. :o) He still hasn't visited me since his school has started. That's ok I guess. I'm just running out of money that I can use to go down there. Ekk! This time, I'm getting a ride back with Liz, so this time it'll be a bit cheaper and shorter. For last weekend, I wrote Amtrak a letter of complaint ( Read more... )

After the adventurous Friday night, t'was Saturday, where I either slept or thought about sleeping most of the day. Lauren came in the afternoon, and I showed her around UNH. That evening, Suzi and Liz had a cooking class about how to make jello shots, we were intrigued. We then indulged. I stopped at like 4 or 5. Steve came in at 1am or so to make ( Read more... )

Just thinking about you makes me smile.
I miss you so much.
Just one more week until we can be together again.
I've made it this far,
I think I can handle the rest.

Lauren's coming tomorrow to look at UNH. I need to clean up the room, especailly all my papers for registering for spring classes, they are all over the floor. I'll clean later. I have ( Read more... )

It hasn't even been two weeks and I'm already desperate to see him. So I decided to call. I received a total of 16 minutes of his time. Now I can't see him until Veteran's Day? I thought I was stretching it for the first weekend in November. 2 more weeks ontop of what I was hoping for is a little far from now. There's little to no chance that I'll ( Read more... )

When I told you that I require attention, this is what I was talking about. Since I see no other reasonable way to talk to you, this is how it's going down. I can slowly see myself drifting away from you, that's what it's coming down to. I am talking to ex-lovers more than I see you on-line (and idle). It's frustrating. I want to be with you so ( Read more... )

Went to Boston ( Read more... )

talking about Calvin and I...:oP
spandexspasm : i have to say, I don't think i've seen Calvin happier than he has been lately

spandexspasm : for some reason the two of you seem like you've known what was going to happen for a long time
kittysdontmeow : haha.. maybe?

I remember for the longest time hoping something would happen. I even asked Lauren if ( Read more... )

Another magnificent weekend down in Mass with Calvin. I
- didn't actually talk to Eva, at all ( Read more... )