So, last night I went to this party and spent a lot of time talking to this guy Logan. A while into the party he said that I should visit him at work this weekend (he's a bartender at a restaurant) and I sort of half agreed/ half declined to go. This is because when I'm drinking I'm a lot better at talking to people and I'm more fun to be around ( Read more... )

I don't want to deal with tomorrow b/c I have to go do my forced volunteering which means waking up at 7:30. The time in iteslf isn't that early, but it's after 1 am now and I'm not tired at all. Also I've been staying up until 3 and 4 in the morning and waking up late (10:30-ish) so tomorrow morning is going to suck ( Read more... )

I'm listening to my My Chemical Romance CD that I got this summer but didn't listen to much before, mostly because it was lost in the bottom of a box of school things. But I am in love with it. It is fitting my mood perfectly which is I don't know what. Mostly nothing I suppose ( Read more... )

( random feelings of loneliness )

Actually I got here at about 1 but spent 5 hours trying to get ahold of my friends to find out where my roomie is since she doesn't have a cellphone. She was at work and probably won't be off until 2 am. I really want to take a shower but all her stuff is at a friend's place and she has the showercurtain. I might take one without it anyway. I do ( Read more... )

This whole thing at work feels like some kind of dream. I can't really believe it's happening to me. Is he avoiding me or did we just not run into each other today? What about tomorrow. I want to talk to him about this but I don't know how to do it.

I'm just so fucking confused.

This weird thing happened to me at work today where this girl told me this guy liked me which kind of freaked me out. Not because I don't like him but because it's very reminiscent of those tricks people play on you when you're in elementary school by saying someone you like likes you and then you're humiliated when it's not true ( Read more... )