It's that time of year again.  Change comes as rapidly as the leaves fall.  This year it seems to be affecting those around me that I hold most dear ( Read more... )

It's official. Hugh and I are ending our marriage of less than a year.

I'm asking myself a lot of questions right now. Some of the questions are the usual that are expected when faced with divorce: "What did I do wrong?" "How didn't I see the signs sooner?" "Can I make this work for Eli so he's raised in a healthy, stable environment?" and ( Read more... )

Thanksgiving is almost over and Black Friday draws near. I think while it's still technically thanksgiving, I'll give my Academy Awards speech ( Read more... )

Little Boys Don't Keep ( Read more... )

I gave birth to the most beautiful baby boy I have ever seen!


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Life has felt luxurious lately since I'm surrounded by so much love, hope, and peace.  I didn't expect to feel those things so close to a life changing event.  Usually I freak out at the thought of change.  This time I welcome it with love and acceptance.  It feels good, I should try it more often ( Read more... )

ONLY 1 WEEK AND 6 DAYS LEFT UNTIL ELI IS DUE ( Read more... )

I woke up an hour before my alarm this morning.  I debated going back to bed, but something about cocoa puffs and fog on the lake makes for a wonderful wake-up.  Today is going to be a great day ( Read more... )

1.  The baby shower was awesome, yet exhausting.  It's all good though and Elias got some much needed stuff ( Read more... )

It's such a lazy day.  There's a million things I could do, but I just don't feel like it.  Oh well.  I'll save everything for the evening that I'm spending alone.  Hugh's got a possible new band practice, so that means no outsiders at the first practice, which is totally understandable ( Read more... )