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well it has been ages since i posted.
Anyway school sucks, i hate 1st period
ms. anderson is so boring, ms. dent is a bitch.
fashion has been okay for the past 2 days and come to
think about it so has english. im actually liking the
sewing thing i started my buttons its fun.
ms. baily wouldnt let me make up my test so once again
my math grade is shit, happens every year.
But there is one BIG reason why i hate school i have like
no one to talk to bc my only friend well isnt my friend anymore.
she got her old bestfriend back. i like cant even look at her
in the halls anymore, its like weird and it sucks.
My ten month anniversery is coming up on saturday wow to think
about all the stuff that went on this time last year. i miss it
sometimes but not really. tim and i are doing better which is good
i guess.
zoie is going to be a witch for halloween!! she has a hat and a cape
and look so dam adorable im going to dress up with her and im making
tim dress up with me too. bc halloween is like a pre 1 year anniversery
well this halloween is going to be so much more different than last.
this whole year is way different. shawn and tim were like we havent dressed up in like the past 6 years so im going to see if i can get them to dress up with me...
oh and the reason im not at school right now is bc i feel like shit and im hurting really bad but im about to leave bc i have 3 test today..which im hoping to do good on..
well i guess thats it ill update in like another 2 months... oh yeah and my b'day is coming up ill be 17 god how the time is going by... thank god.
<3
P.S. I was so upset monday that i went by your house but i just stopped in your coldesac and cried bc i knew you were busy with your bestfriend bc her car was there. i knew i was no longer part of you life anymore and i realized that the past like best 5 years of my life were gone and it like hit me like a ton of bricks that we arent friends and we will never be like we were and i just cried and started to drive away and it hurt me so much. even though we dont talk and hang out i will always be your friend and be there for you just like i promised you at the beach.. shit im starting to cry right now.. well just know that you were the best friend i ever had and you helped me more than you ever will know and i love you and im sorry....