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why is it so hard for you to want to spend time with me?
I have had a terrible 4 days i come home from school and cry and it hurts
so bad and i hate feeling this way. Then i come home from work and do the same thing and again today and i hate it so much i dont understand why you do this..
Or why i put myself through this there is a reason and i know what it is.
I need to stop it but its so hard to let go of it. I need to do it for myself because i hate to feel like i do everyday... and you dont care bc you only want to be with me when you want to.
Why have you changed like this i just need to do something but i dont want to.
i need time to think so i can prepare myself for whats most likely going to come in less you really mean what you say and you fix this. But other wise i will have to have time to get over it. i will need alot of time because this time its different..
I have had a terrible 4 days i come home from school and cry and it hurts
so bad and i hate feeling this way. Then i come home from work and do the same thing and again today and i hate it so much i dont understand why you do this..
Or why i put myself through this there is a reason and i know what it is.
I need to stop it but its so hard to let go of it. I need to do it for myself because i hate to feel like i do everyday... and you dont care bc you only want to be with me when you want to.
Why have you changed like this i just need to do something but i dont want to.
i need time to think so i can prepare myself for whats most likely going to come in less you really mean what you say and you fix this. But other wise i will have to have time to get over it. i will need alot of time because this time its different..