yes. i'm still alive...sort of..
i'm very much in state of discontent now...i don't know if i will ever really get back to being as happy as i was before...a lot of things would have to change....
and it doesn't help that it seems like everyone else's lives are falling apart as well...and the ones that are happy really don't have time to listen to anyone else's problem...
but my classes are going well...for once..without really trying...i've been working out a lot lately..so that's good....buy yet i'm still not really happy...
i guess that's the problem with being in a relationship for two years...you forget what it's like to not have anyone....that's what i miss the most....but i refuse to look for anyone either...i just am having a blah year i suppose....i hope it gets better
i was really looking forward to seeing U2 but it looks like they're not coming anywhere near here..oh well
oh and they closed Lotus. i miss sushi. well really good sushi.
must go back to studying for my test now.
hope everyone is well. love to all.
-m
and it doesn't help that it seems like everyone else's lives are falling apart as well...and the ones that are happy really don't have time to listen to anyone else's problem...
but my classes are going well...for once..without really trying...i've been working out a lot lately..so that's good....buy yet i'm still not really happy...
i guess that's the problem with being in a relationship for two years...you forget what it's like to not have anyone....that's what i miss the most....but i refuse to look for anyone either...i just am having a blah year i suppose....i hope it gets better
i was really looking forward to seeing U2 but it looks like they're not coming anywhere near here..oh well
oh and they closed Lotus. i miss sushi. well really good sushi.
must go back to studying for my test now.
hope everyone is well. love to all.
-m