self induced pain

[britishbandgirl]

that is what i'm doing to myself...why..oh, and don't worry, it's purely emotional pain.
i'm in limbo with him...i don't know how to get out of this...
and he's moving in jan.
it's my own fault....i won't even talk about it with anyone anymore...

i hate my life.
but i guess that's just it...it's life...

-m