So i've been here for ohh...6 days? And i'm bored. No more classes till monday. Cant download aim on this computer...it really sucks actually. I at least get my TV tomorrow. Yay for cable. College has just opened me up to this huge amount of freedom. Stuff i'm ready and not ready for. I'll actually be an adult. Scary yes...but i'll never really ( Read more... )

So yeah...being home alone is very bad. It gives you time to dwell on stuff that shouldnt be dwelt? on. I hate crying. Crying makes me feel powerless like i'm a wimp. I guess being a girl gives me the right to cry but still...crying over things you cant control is really bad. I hate that i cant move on with my life. And that the one thing that i ( Read more... )

I never update this thing...the only reason i have this is to read what Reggie writes and stuff. Thats about it really. My arm hurts from my shot. Freakin Meningitis can die ( Read more... )

Well, guess who got a job? Me!!!!! Guess who isnt going to have a life till the end of July....yeah thats me too. That's right i actually got a job as a Counselor at a girl scout camp...an all girls camp. So if i really didnt like girls before i realy dont like them now. I start tomorrow at 10 and i stay there over night all week and come home on ( Read more... )

Maybe i'm weird...nvm...i am weird but yeah...i'm just wow...over come with emotion right now. And all today all i could think about was what if my plane crashed and i never got to say what i wanted to say to people i care about and stuff ( Read more... )

Girl scouts in the 3rd grade we learned this song "make new friends but keep the old...one is silver but the other is gold". And thats so true. All my friends from school are all silver to me except the selected few i talk to outside of school and the rest are all gold. I love you all,Andrew,Red, Reggie,Keiffer,whoever else i talk to about ( Read more... )

Its only monday and already i wanna give up and just die. And just pretend i'm not here and this life doesnt exist and everything i want will come to me in the end. I truly believe that God has his reasons for the things he does in my life. And i wanna believe that i wouldnt be jealous of other people and that i deserve to be just as happy as them ( Read more... )

How do you write an editoral without being opinionated because i cant. I was in the musical therefore i am going to be opinionated about it. But when i'm opinionated i get sarcastic. And you cant be sarcastic at this school. My article i wrote about the real christmas got cut from the paper and that was a damn good article too. But this...this is a ( Read more... )

And i'm serious when i saw Sundays are productive. Because i can go see the symphony which was A-mazing! I love Violins! They sound so great and yeah...lets face it violins are awesome. Church was pretty good, Brittany M's little brother got baptized! I love baptisms there very i dont know...moving maybe. It reminds me of my own baptism which i ( Read more... )

a few randoms things from me ( Read more... )