Friendship

[brioi]

I seem to only write in this thing when I’m depressed or going through something where I feel it is beneficial to vent what is on my mind. I had made the decision to delete this thing because I felt that no one really reads it, or probably even cares. Today I came to the computer, feeling that familiar need to purge some inner negativity, and

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[bobbie_g]

Hey,

don't know if you will read this, but to respond to the comment you left some time ago in my journal, yes it was my old school friend Kitney who died.

I hope you are doing well, whatever you are up to these days.

Bobbie

[brioi]

I'm really sorry to hear that. I know you two had been through a lot together.

I appreciate you taking a min to touch base. So much has happened since we've last spoken. I've been better.

What about you...are you good? How has life been treating you? Let me know if you have a sec to hit me back.

Sincerely, it is very nice to hear from you Bobbie.

[bobbie_g]

It wasn't good, but you know there is nothing I can do to help her now, I'm not going to dwell on it. I can only let it fuel me to go and help others like her who have no one to turn to. I know I was then in no state to help her, I was too messed up myself. But praise the Lord I'm better now, and I want to really be in the place where I'm able to help the hurting and opressed. Too many people have no hope, and too many people sit back and don't care. I can't do that

[brioi]

Hey G

[bobbie_g]

Hey Brioi

[bobbie_g]

...Then I went on a week long course here at kingdom faith, and then to thier annual summer camp and every meeting met with God in such a powerful way. I felt him tell me to come to the school of ministry here, but it was a very scary concept and hard to come to terms with, but God confirmed that I was to come here, so here I am, and it really has changed me so much. I don't think I can properly express how it has changed me, but I've come into such a greater fullnes of God's love for me and God will for my life. I'm confident in God and myself, I'm becoming aware of who he is and all that he has given me. But the more I learn about him, the more I realise there is more to learn anout him. The closer I draw to him the more I realise that there is so much more of him. It is truely increadible

[bobbie_g]

Would you mind emailing me back? I don't really come on LJ these days, feels wierd logging in! not to mention really very annoyingg word limit thing! Do you still have the same email addy? Mine has changed but I prefer not to write it down on an open webpage. if you can figure it out it is my first name (full, not bobbie) and my surname @gmail.com

Bobbie