before I forget
I had a really really strange dream last night.
It started with me knocking on the door of a house in australia. El's house. She invited me to go out with her and this guy who was with her. I said ok and while we drove she asked me how I got here and how long I was staying. It was then that I realized that I didn't really know how I got there. In the dream I couldn't really recall the last 24 hours. I assumed something had made me very very upset because I had planned to go to japan on my break, not Australia, but obviously things change. I also surmised this when I saw that my toiletries bag was hastily made and had more than one set of mini body washes, and was missing some essential stuff. I talked about how big Australia was and how syndney was like a state and I had to remind myself that I couldn't just go anywhere because it was big. I realized the boy with El was her boyfriend and I worried if it was wise for her to have a boyfriend in her condition. thought, I thought she looked good, not anorexic at all, and not fat. Then someone else, Darla I think, was there and she was very concerned that I couldn't remember the last day and I told her something must have made me very upset but I was back now, and she worried about what had happened when I was 'away' but I wasn't so worried because I usually got some memory back eventually and because even when I was dissoicaited I never did anything illegal or obscene. I wanted to see the opra house, and saw a bunch of minatures but that wasn't good enough, and was grateful El hadn't rejected me as I was pretty sure I had given her no warning about my coming. We turned onto this dirt road and for some reason I got out to walk for a little bit. There was paper and teaching stuff along the side of the road, and men digging in garden plots and I saw a mouse scamper away. I could hear a man complaining about the mice and the mice babies and the mice droppings and how they chewed on the paper and left their spendings and little claw marks all over. My walking finally let me to this room filled with empty gift bags and El's boyfriend, who was driving, came up behind me and nearly rammed into a wall. I laughed at him and got back into the car. Then he turned around and we drove away.
I had another dream about being in church, and sitting on the front pew when I shouldn't. I can't remember a lot of the details but I think there was a cheating pastor and I talked to someone because I woke up thinking 'I am bound but I am free' and had "I am Bound for the Promise Land" stuck in my head.
It started with me knocking on the door of a house in australia. El's house. She invited me to go out with her and this guy who was with her. I said ok and while we drove she asked me how I got here and how long I was staying. It was then that I realized that I didn't really know how I got there. In the dream I couldn't really recall the last 24 hours. I assumed something had made me very very upset because I had planned to go to japan on my break, not Australia, but obviously things change. I also surmised this when I saw that my toiletries bag was hastily made and had more than one set of mini body washes, and was missing some essential stuff. I talked about how big Australia was and how syndney was like a state and I had to remind myself that I couldn't just go anywhere because it was big. I realized the boy with El was her boyfriend and I worried if it was wise for her to have a boyfriend in her condition. thought, I thought she looked good, not anorexic at all, and not fat. Then someone else, Darla I think, was there and she was very concerned that I couldn't remember the last day and I told her something must have made me very upset but I was back now, and she worried about what had happened when I was 'away' but I wasn't so worried because I usually got some memory back eventually and because even when I was dissoicaited I never did anything illegal or obscene. I wanted to see the opra house, and saw a bunch of minatures but that wasn't good enough, and was grateful El hadn't rejected me as I was pretty sure I had given her no warning about my coming. We turned onto this dirt road and for some reason I got out to walk for a little bit. There was paper and teaching stuff along the side of the road, and men digging in garden plots and I saw a mouse scamper away. I could hear a man complaining about the mice and the mice babies and the mice droppings and how they chewed on the paper and left their spendings and little claw marks all over. My walking finally let me to this room filled with empty gift bags and El's boyfriend, who was driving, came up behind me and nearly rammed into a wall. I laughed at him and got back into the car. Then he turned around and we drove away.
I had another dream about being in church, and sitting on the front pew when I shouldn't. I can't remember a lot of the details but I think there was a cheating pastor and I talked to someone because I woke up thinking 'I am bound but I am free' and had "I am Bound for the Promise Land" stuck in my head.