Today is better than yesterday. Shelly might not be in the dungeon of hell forever. Though only for a short while. I should be able to go to prom with her and have dinner with her for her birthday on monday. Yay ( Read more... )

When you're feeling down... just listen to coldplay especially their new single: speed of sound.

The Favorites, Have-You-Evers.. and Last Times! Oh, the variety!

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What is your favorite..gumAltoids Mint Gumrestaurantmost any place that serves fooddrinkGreen Tea LemonadeseasonFalltype of weatherSunny with light showers (or heavy)emotionhappything to do on a half daysleeplate-night activityDance ( Read more... )

woah... tooooooo much coffee. this is the first time i have every gotten jittery from cafeine... i just had four cups of coffee at like 8 (not four cups as in four mug fulls, four cups as in one whole pot). I feel sooo wierd. so damn wierd. I am never going to sleep tonight and i have to work again at 9:15. my hands are shaking really badly and i ( Read more... )

From now on every entry on my family is going to be friends only. I really really didn't want to do this but this is starting to get really personal. Things that you don't exactly want everyone to know if they feel like it. If you have any intrest on reading about my fam, leave a comment... and I'll think about it depending on who you are.

"Let Go" - Frou Frou ( Read more... )

i am officially addicted to music. i just got 3 new cds. accual cds. well then again it was a gift certificate. but still. i think i permenantly put my life to a soundtrack. music in the car, music walking around, music at the comp, music waking up, music going to sleep. quite interessting if you ask me. im sure other people do it too ( Read more... )

my computer officially sucks. hands down i want to go back two years and stop a salesman from convincing my mom into buying it. i SHOULD i have built. i have spent a total of 7 or 8 hours in the past two days patching the piece of shit. not software patching that is microsofts problem. no, hardware patching. this computer was build like a piece of ( Read more... )

Okie well. I'm doing much better. I think. Though I'm stuck in hell with my step dad for the next few days. Help. But other than that thing are ok. Life is funny and even though I got maybe 2 or less hours of sleep last night i feel fine. I'm doing well. No more hard feeling on myself for the moment. Though if everything collapses who know other ( Read more... )

I'm all choked up and i can't breath... Nose stuffed and tears flowing. Face wet, mouth dry. I'm not going to get to bed for a LONG time. Not feeling like this. Things are blurred. I haven't felt like this in long time... a huge long time. I can only think of shitty life is going to be for the next few days, weeks, months, years. All at once things ( Read more... )