...I almost forgot.

The 20th would have been Beau's Arbitrarily Declared Birthday, aka the anniversary of the day I adopted him.

...yep, the guilt and deep mourning is still there.


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Today is Beau's 16th (unofficial, since I don't know his real one) birthday.  It's also the 4th anniversary of the day I adopted him.

I haven't seen him in two years.

Happy birthday, Beau.

I'm sorry.

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