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I am being extremely silly and emo right now. I cannot sleep, because I start thinking, and then I start crying.
So...I'll sit here until I'm dead tired, then crawl off and die.
Also fretting and fussing over Beau. So hard to get him moved from over here when the owner of the place is an uncooperative dick, you know?
He should be okay for the winter...he SHOULD be getting extra food on top of the measly 2/3 flakes of hay the horses get. He was doing okay with that and the supplementing he got when I rode him before...so he should gain weight on what he's getting now...I hope, I hope, I hope.
All in one and sweet cob ftw?
I SHOULD have done his teeth long ago, when he first started dropping weight and I guessed that as the issue. But no...I listened to Roger...because standing up to his asshole self took more spine then I had at the time, and after all, what did I know?
I still don't know shit, but I'm not stupid. Sometimes ONLY book knowledge is enough.
Meh. I probably shouldn't own a horse. I have managed to fail, in some way or another, every animal I've owned.
...sigh.
So...I'll sit here until I'm dead tired, then crawl off and die.
Also fretting and fussing over Beau. So hard to get him moved from over here when the owner of the place is an uncooperative dick, you know?
He should be okay for the winter...he SHOULD be getting extra food on top of the measly 2/3 flakes of hay the horses get. He was doing okay with that and the supplementing he got when I rode him before...so he should gain weight on what he's getting now...I hope, I hope, I hope.
All in one and sweet cob ftw?
I SHOULD have done his teeth long ago, when he first started dropping weight and I guessed that as the issue. But no...I listened to Roger...because standing up to his asshole self took more spine then I had at the time, and after all, what did I know?
I still don't know shit, but I'm not stupid. Sometimes ONLY book knowledge is enough.
Meh. I probably shouldn't own a horse. I have managed to fail, in some way or another, every animal I've owned.
...sigh.