im booooored
yeah so this had to be the lamest way to end a pretty damn good weekend. so friday i wne tto eloys house. and of corse zule was their. and i love him. we all know that. lol. it was pretty fun. i guess im okay wiht the whole thing now. i knwo that if he wants me then he can have me. and he knows that too. but im just playing it cool untill then. im not gonna beat myself up over it anymore. if it was ment then it would happen. maybe not now. maybe just later in life. you know? but i do still love him. and he still sys he loves me. but i duno. hes wierd with this whole thing. he still calls me "the love of his life" hmmm mmm.
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yeah and im starting to talk to janna more and more. shes awesome. (janna is a senior that likes me who i met through my friend kayla) yeah janna is cool. last night she surpized me and just showed up at my house. i thought it was totally cute. so their i was on a saterday night in my dman pajamas watching degrassi a when i gat a call fomr her cell: "hey wanna do something tonight?" me:"sure" her: "good then go outside" me:"wtf?" her:" DO ITTT!" so i go. and i see her and salena in her car. and she honks all crrazy and tells me to get in. so i get dressed like in 5 mins and we leave. we go eat and taco cabana and then we go to out friedn rogers houe over by ingram. it was pretty fun. we watchs movies and laughed at random things that shuoldnt be laughed at normally. shes really fun to be around. i like her! !!!
so i guess we will just see whare things take me. i love zule like no tomorrow. but i know i could have somehting wiht janna for suure. i guess i just have to see where things end up. *sigh* who knows these day. i sure in hell dont.
lifes good. and im happy. i miss dallas. clark rocks. windy nights make my life great.
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yeah and im starting to talk to janna more and more. shes awesome. (janna is a senior that likes me who i met through my friend kayla) yeah janna is cool. last night she surpized me and just showed up at my house. i thought it was totally cute. so their i was on a saterday night in my dman pajamas watching degrassi a when i gat a call fomr her cell: "hey wanna do something tonight?" me:"sure" her: "good then go outside" me:"wtf?" her:" DO ITTT!" so i go. and i see her and salena in her car. and she honks all crrazy and tells me to get in. so i get dressed like in 5 mins and we leave. we go eat and taco cabana and then we go to out friedn rogers houe over by ingram. it was pretty fun. we watchs movies and laughed at random things that shuoldnt be laughed at normally. shes really fun to be around. i like her! !!!
so i guess we will just see whare things take me. i love zule like no tomorrow. but i know i could have somehting wiht janna for suure. i guess i just have to see where things end up. *sigh* who knows these day. i sure in hell dont.
lifes good. and im happy. i miss dallas. clark rocks. windy nights make my life great.