its been a while.
long time no entry. haha
hmm im not even shure what im going to put in this entry, schools alright, i guess it could be better.
and yes, me and zule are still talking. and things are going pretty well. im happy. i just wanna be with him so bad. i saw him last night for the first time in about 12 days. (hah pathetic, i count.) and he had told bri that he didnt wanna lose me so he was going to try and treat me better. and for the most part, he was, i liked it alot. i just ate when he doesnt call me for like 5 days and stuff. i mean i know hes busy, but still. he makes me EXTREAMLY happy. when im with him. i can barely breath the whole time. and my tummy feels funny. and i smile alot. and i just love how i feel like im floating. yeah so my parents are going to las vagas tonight till next sunday. so him and bri and elly are supposed to come overr and chill wiht me for a night or two. so if im not at school.....well. you'll know ; ).
i dont know what im gonna do with that kid. i love him. and he makes me sadddd. yet so happy. lol. i dunno. im not complaining about it. im like at a point where i dont really care anymore. i mean i do, but i wont die if he wont be wiht me. ive been waiting for 2 months and 2 weeks. so i guess i can wait longer. im nto exactly WAITING. i mean i guess i am. but i want to, i dont want anyone else. and what we have is to magnificent for me to give up now. i couldnt just walk away from it. even if i did want to.
*sneezes* ohhh i dont like sneezeing. i squeak. lol.
next weekend me and bri are taking eloy and zule up to the ranch. that will be funnn. im gonna tach them how to ride a four-wheller and dirt bike. fun fun fun. i colord my heair. it was fading. no one will prolly notice. its just a tad darker.
my hair still smells like salon. i love it.
yeah so nothing happening wiht me and janna anymore. i really could see somehting with her. but i man were just friends now. and i really think its becasue the whole thing was bad timing. i mean me with zule, and shes in a situation with a girl name melissa.so yeah. it cool. she still awesome.
well im hungry.
WAFFLE TIME!!!!!!!!!!
i figured out
that what you do to me
feels like im floating on air.