Resolutions, I am bad at thee
So my 2010 resolutions are as follows:
1. Better communication avec my room mates/family/crazy people who are driving me insane.
2. Back on my lovely Leslie Sansone exercising tapes!
3. Stick to work routine to prevent nervous breakdown.
4. Write home more often.
5. Be kind to myself.
Honestly, I have a lot of work cut out for me in 2010. Thesis need not be complete, but will basically need to be drafted this year. Which means research and talking to people smarter than me and officially coming out in all my slasher glory. No more lurking for me, somehow. My relationship is completely falling apart, and if I can't fix it I need to end it, hopefully gently and amicably and breaking both our hearts as little as possible. my family life - my relationships with my sisters, mom, and dad - is also super shaky. And i need to make more friends - I have some and they're great, but they're also new and I need a stronger, more intimate support network here, because Sister G and Partner C and completely insane and it drains all my energy worrying and caring for them and I need someone, sometimes who can take care of me.
That said, there are many things I am looking forward to in 2010 as well. The Olympics will be fun. School will be fun in a lot of ways. Thesis also means a great deal of fandom-related reading, and how fun is that? I'm only taking one course this term so I may even have time! In the summer Supervisor S and I are doing a directed readings which will relate directly to thesis so that will also be great. Also, I'm going to Vancon! how awesome is that, which will mean seeing the beautiful SPN boys, and what a great reward for making it through the school year (if, in fact, I do).
So let's focus on the good because it's a time for looking forward, not back.
1. Better communication avec my room mates/family/crazy people who are driving me insane.
2. Back on my lovely Leslie Sansone exercising tapes!
3. Stick to work routine to prevent nervous breakdown.
4. Write home more often.
5. Be kind to myself.
Honestly, I have a lot of work cut out for me in 2010. Thesis need not be complete, but will basically need to be drafted this year. Which means research and talking to people smarter than me and officially coming out in all my slasher glory. No more lurking for me, somehow. My relationship is completely falling apart, and if I can't fix it I need to end it, hopefully gently and amicably and breaking both our hearts as little as possible. my family life - my relationships with my sisters, mom, and dad - is also super shaky. And i need to make more friends - I have some and they're great, but they're also new and I need a stronger, more intimate support network here, because Sister G and Partner C and completely insane and it drains all my energy worrying and caring for them and I need someone, sometimes who can take care of me.
That said, there are many things I am looking forward to in 2010 as well. The Olympics will be fun. School will be fun in a lot of ways. Thesis also means a great deal of fandom-related reading, and how fun is that? I'm only taking one course this term so I may even have time! In the summer Supervisor S and I are doing a directed readings which will relate directly to thesis so that will also be great. Also, I'm going to Vancon! how awesome is that, which will mean seeing the beautiful SPN boys, and what a great reward for making it through the school year (if, in fact, I do).
So let's focus on the good because it's a time for looking forward, not back.