let me cry in your arms, let me cry in your embrace

[breakingamemory]

i dont know what to think
i dont know where anything goes
abiguity rules
i dont want to admit whats going on in my life
and what i think im going through
im falling
fast
and your not there to pick me up
and it might be too late
but its never too late
im so torn
im torn between what i know and understand and whats right
and then what is new, undiscovered, probably harmful and depressing
im falling fast
and im too easily influenced by others
im going through a bunch of goings on right now
and i want to do whats RIGHT
i know what i need but its so hard
give me something real!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i need someone right now
im getting off here
fuck it
im selfish
im stupid
im lost
god i need you right now

God, I need You right now
its okay
i know so much
i have so much knowledge
but it means nothing

open arms into clenched fists

no one
someone
knowledge
jesus
hope
love
comfort
truth
people
passion
the world
struggle
the end

jesus hasnt failed me
jesus has never failed me

why did you come into my life today?