*shrug*
I've been mood-shifty lately... and I'm not sure what to do about it. I missed my therapy appointment a couple weeks ago because of weird scheduling issues at work, and I still need to call and reschedule.
I am loath to do anything outside of the norm at work. The owners are out of town so some of the responsibilities they usually undertake over the weekend fall to the managers... well, one of the managers is out of town too, so it's Halley and me. I don't know how it ended up this way, but somehow I took responsibility for these chores, and the thought of it makes me grumpy. I should simply ask for her help, or to divvy things up, but it makes the most sense to do it all in one trip -- deliveries, then run to various places to restock on ingredients and supplies. But I don't waaaaant tooooo. Boo hoo hoo.
And I've committed to go to this stupid show at Tremont that Laura's husband is a part of and I'm less and less in the mood.
I'm feeling a lot of anger about Halley and I being "abandoned" -- Jeff, Janet and Tara all going out of town at the same time -- and I know it's affecting my energy at work. I feel like I'd really like to find somewhere else, but I don't know where else to go, where else I could go. And I have a feeling this is going to be a repeating theme until I get all these issues dealt with. Assuming I ever do.
Plus my writing skills are AWFUL and I don't know how to get them back.
I'm feeling pretty inadequate these days.
I am loath to do anything outside of the norm at work. The owners are out of town so some of the responsibilities they usually undertake over the weekend fall to the managers... well, one of the managers is out of town too, so it's Halley and me. I don't know how it ended up this way, but somehow I took responsibility for these chores, and the thought of it makes me grumpy. I should simply ask for her help, or to divvy things up, but it makes the most sense to do it all in one trip -- deliveries, then run to various places to restock on ingredients and supplies. But I don't waaaaant tooooo. Boo hoo hoo.
And I've committed to go to this stupid show at Tremont that Laura's husband is a part of and I'm less and less in the mood.
I'm feeling a lot of anger about Halley and I being "abandoned" -- Jeff, Janet and Tara all going out of town at the same time -- and I know it's affecting my energy at work. I feel like I'd really like to find somewhere else, but I don't know where else to go, where else I could go. And I have a feeling this is going to be a repeating theme until I get all these issues dealt with. Assuming I ever do.
Plus my writing skills are AWFUL and I don't know how to get them back.
I'm feeling pretty inadequate these days.