Sometimes you shouldn't go back

Jul 27, 2018 22:21


I just read up on all my past posts for the last hour or so.  A few thoughts.

1. I needed professional help.  I saw more cries for help than a bunch of teenagers without WiFi.  How I managed that maze of depression is beyond me.

2. The drama I created was an obvious cry for attention.  And I certainly do not deserve any awards aside form a good smack upside the head.

3.  I am quite embarrassed about how I was in the past.  I'd delete this whole damn journal but reading those posts was a wake up call and will allow me to (hopefully) learn from my past.

4.  I still dig most of the lyrical poety I wrote.

5.  Getting out of Western New York was probably one of the best things I did for my mental health.

Wow.  Mind fuck.

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