I need to chill
I worry too much about things that aren't very probable. Why do I always think that heather's folks want to find a reason to throw me in jail. I don't think they hate me that bad, but then again, I don't trust them anymore than they trust me. They think I'm trying to ruin their daughter and I want to prove them wrong so bad. Maybe I wouldn't be so afraid of them calling the cops on me one day. I love Heather and I wish we didn't have anything in the way of our relationship. I suppose she'll be 18 before we know it, but I just need to refrain from pissing off her parents before that point. I probably shouldn't have called her mom a nagging whore on the phone. I was joking, but she thinks I'm just trying to cover my ass. I have so many reasons why they probably don't like me, but I don't feel like elaborating. I just need to stop pressing my luck.