Leveiticus 6:13
Fire shall be kept burning on the altar continually; it shall not go out.
I try to keep the fire going inside of me, the passion to grow closer and I'm trying desperately to just go deeper and deeper. Tonight I think I read for .....I dont know at least 45 miniutes. I usually read for maybe 10-15 mins and find a verse that just gets to me or sticks in my head. Tonight took longer, there were a few others .......but this one just stuck.
A close friend of mine kind of let me down by doing something very careless and I pray that she stays strong as I know she is. I would do just about anything for that girl...........haha so much for keeping it from being descriptive. If you do read this then I know that you know this is about you. Your a great person and I dont think poorly of you by any means. I hope you know that I care so much about you and want to help you through any trials you come across. I hope you know that for the firsttime in my life I think I feel attracted to things I've never been attracted to. I know we all fall short at times and need to be picked up again. You deserve so much more then you have right now and I hope one day you have it. Ranting of that is over before I go too far
I wish Brandon Briggs didn't have to move away, I found him on myspace but he never gets on apparnetly. I talked to Brianna LItwin and she has his phone number. Hopefully he gets mien and gives me a call sometime.
I'm working 7-4 soon , which is GREAT. I can go to small group on thursdays now. I Guess that means when I sign up for a class or two it will be on mon/wen/fri. I hope lauras doing okay, its so hard to think about what is for the best in the long run then right now. I dont want to settle for anything less then what I picture in my mind as the ideal person. I mean its not very specific but I need someone in my life that has a passion for god and supports me. I need someone who will fight just as hard as I fight for things. I need someone who will be friends with all my friends or at least give it a shot and at the sametime at least try to introduce me to most of her friends.
What I need most is sleep.
I try to keep the fire going inside of me, the passion to grow closer and I'm trying desperately to just go deeper and deeper. Tonight I think I read for .....I dont know at least 45 miniutes. I usually read for maybe 10-15 mins and find a verse that just gets to me or sticks in my head. Tonight took longer, there were a few others .......but this one just stuck.
A close friend of mine kind of let me down by doing something very careless and I pray that she stays strong as I know she is. I would do just about anything for that girl...........haha so much for keeping it from being descriptive. If you do read this then I know that you know this is about you. Your a great person and I dont think poorly of you by any means. I hope you know that I care so much about you and want to help you through any trials you come across. I hope you know that for the firsttime in my life I think I feel attracted to things I've never been attracted to. I know we all fall short at times and need to be picked up again. You deserve so much more then you have right now and I hope one day you have it. Ranting of that is over before I go too far
I wish Brandon Briggs didn't have to move away, I found him on myspace but he never gets on apparnetly. I talked to Brianna LItwin and she has his phone number. Hopefully he gets mien and gives me a call sometime.
I'm working 7-4 soon , which is GREAT. I can go to small group on thursdays now. I Guess that means when I sign up for a class or two it will be on mon/wen/fri. I hope lauras doing okay, its so hard to think about what is for the best in the long run then right now. I dont want to settle for anything less then what I picture in my mind as the ideal person. I mean its not very specific but I need someone in my life that has a passion for god and supports me. I need someone who will fight just as hard as I fight for things. I need someone who will be friends with all my friends or at least give it a shot and at the sametime at least try to introduce me to most of her friends.
What I need most is sleep.