coming closer to what you want me to be
This is like my outlet that I can look back on. Its not to easy to remember what I pray about or what I would think about but this is something I can look back on. God thank you for blessing me with everything that I have. I feel stronger now then before and I beg you to let me always feel like this. Use me to help those who need it more than me. I have my own problems but let me be worthy of the life that you given me. I'm so afriad of falling short of what you want and I am trying hard to be a better person. I see and feel temptations everyday but I don't want to give in.
Jeremiah 9:3
And they bend their tongues [like] their bow [for] lies: but they are not valiant for the truth upon the earth; for they proceed from evil to evil, and they know not me, saith the LORD.
I see the way some people act today and the way I use to be. I am tired of wondering what if and everything else. I just desperately want to live life right and be happy. I want all my friends to be happy and I cant even really say I have enemies (thankfully). I use to look at people who would talk like this and wonder "whats up with them thats so wierd"..........I was blind as anything. Lord I won't change this. Please give me the strength to help out a select few people that I know need it. I wont post out there entire story for the internet to see b/c thats just not appropriate but help them or help me help them. Help rachels grandfather, she's a great girl and got her head on straight. Everyones different, I dont know why but at times I feel that typing this out is more efficent then simply saying it. I don't care if anyone readsit, let them hold me accountable for the words I say/write.
Thank you for this life.
Things are coming together and back to normal, I don't really have much to complain about
Jeremiah 9:3
And they bend their tongues [like] their bow [for] lies: but they are not valiant for the truth upon the earth; for they proceed from evil to evil, and they know not me, saith the LORD.
I see the way some people act today and the way I use to be. I am tired of wondering what if and everything else. I just desperately want to live life right and be happy. I want all my friends to be happy and I cant even really say I have enemies (thankfully). I use to look at people who would talk like this and wonder "whats up with them thats so wierd"..........I was blind as anything. Lord I won't change this. Please give me the strength to help out a select few people that I know need it. I wont post out there entire story for the internet to see b/c thats just not appropriate but help them or help me help them. Help rachels grandfather, she's a great girl and got her head on straight. Everyones different, I dont know why but at times I feel that typing this out is more efficent then simply saying it. I don't care if anyone readsit, let them hold me accountable for the words I say/write.
Thank you for this life.
Things are coming together and back to normal, I don't really have much to complain about