i am a machine-1st month in PA
i am multi purpose and poseable
i can do anything i decide to do, whether the choice is respected or supported. fuck you if you don't like it.
i painted last night. it felt good. it felt dark and dangerous. i felt exposed.
i've become a mail machine. i make letters and cards and envelopes part of my conscious life. i pay attention.
these rxs are making me nuts. i want to be done with this pain. i want to give advice and have it taken gratefully. i have so much more to offer, if someone would just take it.
i miss feeling appreciated. next time around (whatever that is) i'll make better choices. as a jellyfish. so graceful and dangerous.
this and many things i wish for my life.
i can do anything i decide to do, whether the choice is respected or supported. fuck you if you don't like it.
i painted last night. it felt good. it felt dark and dangerous. i felt exposed.
i've become a mail machine. i make letters and cards and envelopes part of my conscious life. i pay attention.
these rxs are making me nuts. i want to be done with this pain. i want to give advice and have it taken gratefully. i have so much more to offer, if someone would just take it.
i miss feeling appreciated. next time around (whatever that is) i'll make better choices. as a jellyfish. so graceful and dangerous.
this and many things i wish for my life.