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wow.
this is driving me insane. i think i need to take a trip. i need to get out of this overcast city of sad. it's like a constant reminder of things i want but can't have. this is really not what it's panned out to be. i thought it would be the same, just a different place. i'm going to change this. i'm going to make this something more than it is now. if it's not what i want, i'll leave. i don't deserve anything less. i really don't. the last time round was my fault, but it doesn't mean this time round is. i am not an item on the agenda. i can change this. i will. these are all empty rants to no one, and it's a good thing.
this is driving me insane. i think i need to take a trip. i need to get out of this overcast city of sad. it's like a constant reminder of things i want but can't have. this is really not what it's panned out to be. i thought it would be the same, just a different place. i'm going to change this. i'm going to make this something more than it is now. if it's not what i want, i'll leave. i don't deserve anything less. i really don't. the last time round was my fault, but it doesn't mean this time round is. i am not an item on the agenda. i can change this. i will. these are all empty rants to no one, and it's a good thing.