Well....summer has been pretty fucking boring so far. What did i expect? right now i have many things on my mind but where to start?its hard to sort through the tangled mess that is my mind ( Read more... )

Aw the house is so quiet tonight. Katie and Erin moved out earlier today- there were many tears shed, but not from me. I dont know, ill miss them, but i feel kinda bad that i didnt cry. Im more happy for them than sad they're leaving good ol 131 Louis. Im a little envious that im not done with college yet and starting my career. Still feel like a ( Read more... )

I feel like ive been going through this whole sobriety thing with a fucking fake smile on my face and an air of" dont worry, im fine". Problem is, IM NOT FINE. BUT I AM STILL A PERSON. I understand the fact that i am a 21 year old alcoholic sort of separates me from the rest the college-age-alcohol-induced masses, but it doesnt change who i am. I ( Read more... )

Well although I hate to make this an endless account of the miseries of life, this is what happens. So I've given up drinking- indeterminably. I don't know when I will ever drink again, probably not for a long time.This was a hard thing (and still is) to admit but I am, in fact, an alcohol abuser, quite possibly an alcoholic considering it runs in ( Read more... )

my roommate and i got held up by gunpoint tonight. what the fuck. im ok- this world is fucked up. i work my ass off at two jobs only to have it stolen by a ghetto man too lazy to get his own job and actually work for a living. i dont understand people. i cant even describe everything that i feel right now. im angry, sad, dissappointed, relieved, ( Read more... )

stole this from cardy ( Read more... )

Got my ass kicked the other day. And i needed it. Been thinking about the way i have been presenting myself to the world and it isnt pretty. ive lost respect for myself and ive gotta find it. Has anyone seen my self-respect? i think its gone missing....it was awesome. In other words, im making a promise to myself right now to change. Ive been ( Read more... )

just finished a fantabulous weekend at cedar point with my bitch amanda and some western michigan folks. had a bunch of fun overall. but we didnt get there til 2pm cause we all drank til like 5 am the night before and woke up late. ooops ( Read more... )

there isnt really too much to update on. things have been going well with my living situation--- i love it. classes are boring and i am seriously thinking about what posessed me to ever take french....What was i thinking? its been really hard and i feel like im in over my head ( Read more... )

im never drinking again....... or for that matter, im never going to drink with my cousin and think i can outdrink i guy twice my size.

also.....need to stop being an asshole when i drink.