M-TOWN SUMMER
Well....summer has been pretty fucking boring so far. What did i expect? right now i have many things on my mind but where to start?its hard to sort through the tangled mess that is my mind.
Im having my "freak-out-about-money-for-college"thing a little early this year, as in right now. Im virtually getting no aid from the state and i have to borrow more money. But i still have yet another year to borrow after i graduate!its never ending....i damn well better get a job after all this. I hate that i have to worry about this. I wish that my parents could pay for this shit. Its really wearing me out- I shouldnt have to worry so much like this at 22!
On a good note, i just had my 4 month sobriety anniversary this past week. its still been hard...i went to my very first AA meetings and they went well. i know im definitely going to continue to go to them.i get the support and understanding that i have been needing this whole time. Finally, a group of people who know exactly what im going through.
Also, and on a bit of a random note, i have decided that i want to write a book. not too sure what it will be about, but i figure im creative and i have enough writing skills to make something decent....who knows..but this is something that i feel that i need to do.
And, i want to meet a nice, normal, funny guy.its been a long time since thats happened(or if ever its happened)...anyone know of any takers?
Im having my "freak-out-about-money-for-college"thing a little early this year, as in right now. Im virtually getting no aid from the state and i have to borrow more money. But i still have yet another year to borrow after i graduate!its never ending....i damn well better get a job after all this. I hate that i have to worry about this. I wish that my parents could pay for this shit. Its really wearing me out- I shouldnt have to worry so much like this at 22!
On a good note, i just had my 4 month sobriety anniversary this past week. its still been hard...i went to my very first AA meetings and they went well. i know im definitely going to continue to go to them.i get the support and understanding that i have been needing this whole time. Finally, a group of people who know exactly what im going through.
Also, and on a bit of a random note, i have decided that i want to write a book. not too sure what it will be about, but i figure im creative and i have enough writing skills to make something decent....who knows..but this is something that i feel that i need to do.
And, i want to meet a nice, normal, funny guy.its been a long time since thats happened(or if ever its happened)...anyone know of any takers?