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Sep 15, 2006 14:58

One of the students that I tutor said that I look different. She said I have a glow about me, look "hot" (her term, not mine), and seem well-rested. In other words, I've changed.

This summer was weird. I didn't work very often, went to school, lost twenty pounds, actually left my house to enjoy others (odd!), and ended up completely broke. Every single one of these actions is the opposite of how I normally spend my time (except for the school thing), and though I may have been completely unproductive in the monetary sense (I'm letting go of my inner Capricorn), I feel great. Really fucking great.

Now I am busy as all hell: working and schooling like no other, possibly going to India for three weeks, writing, publishing, researching, and every other "ing" that involves school. Life is still really fucking great.

I'm not bringing these issue up to brag. On the contrary... I'M ALSO REALLY FUCKING SCARED. This si way too good to be true. The fact that I look at my life this ways leads me to believe that I haven't changed as much as I had initially thought. I'm the same neurotic Geri; It's kind of comforting, in a way.
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