Night Before the First Day of the Rest of My Life.
So God knows why I am "wasting time" posting in this. I should be sleeping. Screw that...I don't have the ability to sleep right now. You know, some point in life I am going to look back on this entry and remember this feeling that I have...in the pit of my little tummy...really freaking nervous about tomorrow.
First law school final EVER...LEDP...nerves. I think I got this though...maybe not perfect, but who is. I sure spent the past 22 years of my life trying to no avail. No, you know, I think for the first time in my life I am going to do something different...give it my best. And not worry about the outcome...because there is a place and time for everything.
Sure there is always pressure, there is pressure from everything. I can't let it break me. Come on, I mean this is the girl that grew up busting her ass...who got an academic scholarship to an AWESOME school...who rocked the tennis courts, lived by herself in west africa (and 3 other countries), who nearly died in west africa, who's loved and lost, who got into her dream law school and will NOT give that up.
So here...is to holding my head up high and knowing that I can do this. Tomorrow when I sit in that auditorium, like I have for every gosh darn class this semester, I know that I will be able to do this.
So to all my class mates, prospective class of CUNY law 2011...good luck. But we don't need it.
I don't think. ;)
natern e mire...
Until then...
<3
_________________-
Sometimes there's a reason things happen and sometimes there isn't. It's our job to figure out where to find what we're looking for. But bless us for those along the way to help.
First law school final EVER...LEDP...nerves. I think I got this though...maybe not perfect, but who is. I sure spent the past 22 years of my life trying to no avail. No, you know, I think for the first time in my life I am going to do something different...give it my best. And not worry about the outcome...because there is a place and time for everything.
Sure there is always pressure, there is pressure from everything. I can't let it break me. Come on, I mean this is the girl that grew up busting her ass...who got an academic scholarship to an AWESOME school...who rocked the tennis courts, lived by herself in west africa (and 3 other countries), who nearly died in west africa, who's loved and lost, who got into her dream law school and will NOT give that up.
So here...is to holding my head up high and knowing that I can do this. Tomorrow when I sit in that auditorium, like I have for every gosh darn class this semester, I know that I will be able to do this.
So to all my class mates, prospective class of CUNY law 2011...good luck. But we don't need it.
I don't think. ;)
natern e mire...
Until then...
<3
_________________-
Sometimes there's a reason things happen and sometimes there isn't. It's our job to figure out where to find what we're looking for. But bless us for those along the way to help.